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There is a lot of static in your post. The static is the dilemma of consciousness as seeking. It isnt answers that are needed it is getting rid of the
questions in Divine Ignorance or Bliss.
Chapter 3 - Dawn Horse Testament
My earliest and most basic practice was an example of what is traditionally called "prapatti", or simple, direct, non-technical, and unconditional
surrender to whatever is always already the case. It was not a practice informed by any conventional religious philosophy, or by any traditional
spiritual philosophy, or by any inherited god-concepts. All that was possible for me was the real practice of divine ignorance, or spontaneous
submission to the unknown and unknowable condition in which the conditional self and the conditional world are arising in every moment.
I soon enjoyed a profoundly essential insight into the felt dilemma and the urge to seek that characterize the born self. It became clear to me that
the feeling of dilemma and the urge to seek god, happiness, fulfillment, or release via the acquisition of experience, knowledge, or any condition or
conditional object at all are not in fact the means for the realization of truth itself. I understood that the problem-feeling and the urge to seek
are not a program for the actual discovery of truth, but they are merely symptoms of a curious disease. I observed that these symptoms, which tend to
characterize every moment of ordinary existence, are in fact the evidence of the very state that must be transcended if the truth itself is to be
realized. It was clear to me that the feeling of dilemma and the seeking - urge are nothing more than a confession that god, truth, or happiness is
not presently experienced or known. And this seemed remarkable to me.
So let's go over some of this material on the Meditation of Understanding. I describe here on page 165, I give a kind of diagram of the process that
occurred in every case where I was involved in exploring some aspect of the problem of existence through some method or other, approaching
consciousness through the problem of mind, whatever. I would go through some adventure of some sort and the end result in every case, of each
particular form of the spiritual adventure I went through, was what I called understanding. I arrived at the same thing in every case. As I went
through a particular form of the problem of existence, this led to concentration and observation, then insight, then freedom, then recognition of
understanding as prior to the search.
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4. No dilemma: there is no dilemma.
There is no dilemma.
There is only the sensation,
The appearance,
The assumption of dilemma.
We are never at any moment
In the dilemma we fear
Ourselves to be.
There is no separation,
No radical dilemma.
There is no dilemma.
There is nothing
About the present
That is not truth.
All of this is not
A dilemma
From the beginning.
It is simply reality.
It couldn't be more obvious.
There is no dilemma.
There is one reality,
Without differentiation.
It is full,
It is blissful,
There is no danger,
And there is no curse.
There is no prior guilt,
No praise, no blame.
There is only enjoyment.
Truly.
There isn't this crazy asylum.
There is only enjoyment.
Everything is a form of bliss.
Consciousness is just a ride.
There is no dilemma.
There is no real contraction.
There is only the enjoyment
That is truth,
What is always already the case.
There is no dilemma.
There is no one superior
To the other,
No problem,
No jealousy,
No distinction.
There is only enjoyment.
Reality is no-seeking,
No dilemma,
Real knowledge,
Real meditation
And real consciousness.
Real existence
Is apart from
Every kind of seeking.
It is from the beginning
Radically free
Of any goal
Of liberation or salvation.
It is unqualifiedly free,
Present, active,
Creative and alive.
There is no dilemma
And no search.
There is enjoyment
And the creative play of existence
In perfect, unqualified certainty.
When thee is no seeking, no contradiction,
There is only unqualified knowledge and power.
That is reality.
Reality is fullness,
No dilemma,
Silence and brightness
Or creative force.
It is always there.
This is the greatness of truth,
Of understanding,
For it disarms all fear,
All circumstance,
All dilemma.
It is always already the case.
Grace is eternally generated.
There is only God.
And there is no complication,
There is no limitation,
There's no suffering,
There's no destiny
Even in the midst of limitations,
Destinies, worlds,
Appearances,
Births and deaths.
Everything is moving together
As a single design
With a single intent.
Nothing happens to you
That is not appropriate.
All events serve truth.
From the beginning,
Presently,
Not merely at the end,
Life is already founded
In the form of reality.
Life or the world
Is being manifested
In this moment.
It was not manifested
Billions upon billions
Of years ago.
It is manifested at this moment,
Instantly,
And may be known as such.
Reality is not properly
The goal of striving.
It is the very source,
Foundation and motivation
Of real creative life.
Bliss,
Which is conscious reality,
Is the ground
Of all creativity,
Transformation
And evolution.
A man's perfect food is truth.
This is literally so.
Truth is not just a concept.
Truth is the living force
Of reality.
It is intensity.
Truth is love.
Reality is love.
This is love.
We are,
At any moment,
Always and already free.
We are always already "there."
This is it.
There is no dilemma.
There is only reality,
Presently.
It is not somewhere else.
It is not hidden within us,
Nor behind the world.
It is only obvious.
There is no higher world
That is the special and exclusive
Communication of truth.
All worlds communicate truth
In exactly the same way,
So there is no special advantage
In any world beyond here.
There is no radical difference
Between the higher
And lower worlds.
There is no radical advantage
In any kind of experience.
In fact there is no such a world
Of separation.
It is unreal.
No one has ever literally experienced
Such a world.
Experience is void.
It is without form,
Without qualification,
Without limitation
Or center.
No one
Actually perceives
The conditions
Wherein any thing
Or any one
Becomes known
As an entity.
In fact, the only