"We are Gathering", page 4

reply to post by menguard

A few months ago, I was given the feeling of an entity gathering. I didn't hear any words.

Aftewards, I saw what was an abstract static and then the static divided itself evenly a billion times in one second and I got a headache that freaked me out. My field of vision must have been thirty degrees and everything was very magnified in my physical vision.

I had a full-on panic attack.

Since then, I have seen many, many extravagant images, heard many new sounds, and felt many strange emotions. I have no explanation whatsoever, neither do I understand most of it.

The only thing that I understand: "God" is I AM. I think, therefore I am. The imagination is more powerful than knowledge(einstein), therefore... I am my God and sometimes my self pretends to be I am, which is the adversary. All things are possible through me. I created the heavens and the earth the day I became. I created myself in my image. I am everything and nothing; everything and nothing is within me. Matter is the insoluable combination of light and dark. Matter exists because of contradiction. God is Energy. Energy can not be created neither can it be destroyed. When was the first energy and how? Energy is in everything and nothing has the opposite energy. These opposing energies hold everything together. The Energy of light is life, the energy of dark is death. Growth is of light, decay is of the dark. All things are as they are as Energy is the purpose. I am energy. I am purpose. I am that I am. To be or not to be? - that IS the question. Questions are better than answers. Answers beget questions. We must put up with the bad to get to the good. Dark energy can manifest itself in the infinitely existing mind that I have right now. My mind creates a new space for dark energy to go so that the physical world around me is not bent by its force. When my mind closes itself to the darkness, the physical world around me becomes attacked because the dark energy has no space of its own. If I close my mind off to the light energy, my mind becomes empty and all the life around me that grows I cannot perceive because the adversary must trade places with the I am. They do not co-exist - neither in the same "time". All things in light have always happened and are always happening. All things in dark happen only now and right now.

If the energy is making a conscious effort to speak "We are gathering" and it is in the present tense, "I am" tends to think this gathering is of the dark energy. If the energy is making a conscious effort to lead one to the conclusion that there must another gathering occur, then it would be light energy.

All I know is all I know.