posted on Aug, 2 2005 @ 09:53 AM
I am a person of little knowledge of physicic world. I am hoping to gain knowledge that will help me to better understand the things that seem to
happen more often than not. I had wondered if I am not loosing my mind with paranoid delusional, or what most say is crazy.
I have thoughts that come to my mind, not voices, but thoughts come to mind, and they happen. I begin to fear thinking, for fear of making something
Not that this happens all the time, sometimes when I get a feeling that I need to contact someone. Or I need to tell someone something. For instance,
a friend of mine has an uncle I only met one time. I had not seen his uncle in 3 years, nor had I thought of him, all of a sudden I get the over
whelming need to tell my friend to contact him. I don't know why or what it is about, just important, feeling of loss overwhelmes me until I know
there is contact. When my friend contacted him, he was diagnosed with cancer, severe terminally spread cancer. This also happen with my Sister in
Alaska. I had seen something that gave me this feeling of need to contact her. I got home and my Brother calls and tells me my nephew was killed by a
train, he had fallen asleep on the tracks.
My brother, I had told to stop with the his habbits and late night playing! I had a bad feeling he was going to hurt someone, or even kill someone.
The following day he killed a guy in an accident.
So many of my thoughts come true, or prove to be true. Some only close, but familiar to what I feel. I dont know what to do. I already am on 150 mil.
Zoloft. ???? For the most part I have been healthy, Strong, ect.
But I just shut down after a tragity hit my home. Please help.
Thank you Invision