posted on Nov, 6 2011 @ 11:45 AM
reply to post by IAMIAM
i, like you, have always struggled with this sense of "identity" that was given to me.ask me my birthday/age...and it takes me a second to remember. i
have an odd name and people mispronounce it often. some people say it wrong for years without me ever correcting it. why? i don't care about my name.
my name is a label of identity, suggesting separation.
i do not feel as though i am a person/being, per se...i feel as though i am more of an idea/feeling/message embodied in flesh. what do i want at the
core of my being? to serve. i want nothing for myself. i only want enough to not need...anything more is a distraction.
you said "Those who love, will be loved."...couldn't agree more brother. i look at love as though it were a drug and God is the Man. He's going to
give me a little love at first...see how fast i get rid of it. if i can move His love fast enough, He'll give me a little more. and slowly but
surely..you work your way up in His family. before i knew it...i was one of His number one pushers. I AM so loved now that i cannot help but give it
away. i don't have enough room in me for all of it...
love is a lesson and in order to truly learn a lesson, you must teach it. and the only way to teach a lesson is to allow the lesson to flow through
you and become it.
you want to be loved? start loving with no regard for being loved. watch what happens. be love. I AM LOVE.
so blessed to have met you brother. another I AM...what a coincidence...
edit on 11/6/11 by ICEKOHLD because: (no reason given)