posted on Nov, 14 2010 @ 09:01 PM
Before I follow up on some overdue posts to Strangleholder1, ACB, Redgy, Benedict9, Unity_99, DClairvoyant and others - I feel the need to clear the
water up in this thread and write a few things.
First of all, I sincerely want to say to everyone here that if there has been anything that I've ever written that has ever offended you or come off
in the wrong way than I offer my deepest and most sincerest apologies. This was never my intention, I'm not perfect and make mistakes like anyone
else and I ask forgiveness from those who've ever been offended or hurt by anything I've ever shared.
Please forgive me!
I normally review posts first before I post and try to read them as if I'm the recipient but yesterday there were some posts I made that I did not. I
was not sensitive enough to LeoVirgo and for that I do offer her my deepest and sincerest apologies. I truly did not mean any of my posts to come off
in such a way. My intentions of visiting this thread have only been genuine and I truly once again do apologize if anyone has ever taken offense or
been hurt over anything I've ever shared or written.
I also want to thank AdonaiChristBless for his courageousness in coming forward in humility and admitting his faults and errors. I am before everyone
now as ACB and admitting my faults and errors and asking forgiveness for anything that I've ever done or written that has ever brought offense or
hurt upon anyone. I sincerely and truly write these things from my heart and with the best intentions only.
Thank you again ACB for setting a great example for the rest of us and paving the way. We've all fallen short of perfection within this lifetime (as
we know it) and must work on our faults and errors, turning our weaknesses into strengths and I strongly believe/feel this is one of the reasons why
we are here. I try to keep myself humble/ lowly in heart and appreciative for everything I have on a daily basis, grateful for all the things I have
around me. I am opening myself up more than I normally would in this post but I want you to all know that I'm here to simply express how I feel
openly and freely with nothing to gain in return. I've had my motives questioned by some but I have nothing to gain, profit or sell with anything
that I've ever shared. I do not have an agenda of any kind other than to perhaps spread the word of LOVE in the world if one chooses to call that a
If anyone ever has any doubts or questions about me or feels offended or hurt in anyway, shape or form by anything I've ever written – I'm
opening myself up to them ET_MAN@ymail.com and they can speak directly with me if necessary and hear my voice and know of my sincerity behind these
Things have been a bit on the emotional side for me as well lately and I'm willing to open up and share a little. Nobody's life is perfect and we
all have obstacles to work and get through but we just have to try our best and move forward in the best way we know how. My wife may not live much
longer and there are no accidents or coincidences and I look upon such things happening in the world and in my life as part of this
life/school/experience/test but I do know in my heart that I will be with her again and see her again someday.
I want to offer my own type of prayer at this time to the (FAMILY) Creator/Creators Above - who I know have access to hear and read our true hearts
intent and desires.
Our Father, Mother and Family above, If there is anything that I've ever done in the past before this lifetime or in this lifetime to anyone than
please forgive me. I am genuinely and truly sorry for all the things that I've ever done and ask forgiveness. If I've ever caused anyone harm or
done anything wrong or caused hurt upon anyone than please read my heart now and know that I offer my deepest and most sincerest apologies. I know
that I've made mistakes in this lifetime and I recognize that, I know that if I've made mistakes in this lifetime than I've made mistakes in
others. I've come to learn that regardless of the past and all that's ever taken place - the most important thing now is being at this stage of
humility in the (present) and truly meaning what I say in this prayer in my heart/soul/mind. I ask forgiveness of everyone and to all those I've ever
hurt in anyway, shape or form. I pray for those in the world and for all those who are going through hardships and difficulties at this time in their
lives that they may be blessed with strength to overcome them.
My heart's desire is for peace in the world and that all nations, cultures and people can treat each other in a more caring, loving and respectful
way. I pray that the spirit of Love and Peace can continue to be spread throughout the world and especially to those in need of it, many of which are
suffering and going through great trials/tribulations and hardships at this time. Please bless them that someone in the world can reach out and assist
them, that they may find comfort. Please help assist those who are struggling at this time and those who are on difficult paths. I know that wherever
one may be in life and whatever it is they are doing - they still can receive the spirit of Love and Peace in their heart and it can bring them
comfort and help guide and assist them in their lives. I pray for the many families in the world that are enduring great trials/tribulations/sorrow
and suffering at this time. Please bless those in wars throughout the world, the middle east, north Korea, soviet union and other countries of
hardship, especially those in 3rd world poverty nations. Please continue to help and assist everyone at this time. I sincerely pray for everyone in
the world that they may be blessed with a stronger presence of the spirit of Love, Peace and Comfort in their lives. Please help assist the sick,
homeless, starving and in need, those in prisons and for all 'souls' in the world wherever they may be.
I thank you for the many blessings that have always been freely given unto me. I sincerely hope/desire/wish that all these things that I have in great
abundance in my life that have been freely given to me such as a body, food, water, shelter, clothing, freewill and loved one's around me can also be
given to others in the world or those who do not have some of these things as I realize that many nations are in poverty stricken circumstances and
worse off conditions. Please bless the poor in spirit and those who are lost that they may find their way in life and come to a realization of what's
truly important in life which is treating others in a more loving, caring, sharing, giving way and connecting with the true spirit of Love. Please
help those in the world who have been wounded by others, abused, taken advantage of or hurt by others that they may not become as the one's who
performed such things to them but be comforted and overcome the great challenges and obstacles that they've faced in their lives. Please help guide
and assist everyone on both sides of the fence in the world. Please help all the people in the world to realize that Love and Peace is what truly
brings happiness and that fighting, jealousy, anger, greed, vanity and pride only cause a person to slowly fall down a more difficult path and their
lives become more difficult attracting and getting back what they put out to others in thoughts and actions.
I sincerely say these things in the spirit of Christ and in the spirit of Love and Peace.
Thank you for always listening, forgiving, guiding/assisting and helping.
With Love to everyone-1 above.
Sincerely your Eternal Brother
I'll get back to the rest of the posts sometime tonight, thanks for your patience and understanding in this matter.
Love & Best Wishes!