@ETMAN....I want to offer you my sincere compassion for you and your wife. Life offers us many hardships and loses and they truly affect our vibration
of being. I will admit that as I find a interconnection with all things and I call this 'Spirit' I sometimes have taken offense that some may not give
reverence to this...and though I find it a 'truth'...others may not. I dont think it was the 'personal me' that took offense...but the Spirit...the
part of me that feels connected with all life...that seeks harmony amongst itself....saddens when seeing another 'not seeing its deepest self' and the
whole it is a part of. Its a very sacred understanding to me...and to think that some that understand the worth of love and understand the worth of
intent amongst others....saddens this spirit in me to think at the same time...they still journey for 'self'. But as you are a unique expression of
being....so to do you have your own journey of 'finding your true nature and being' and I am sorry if I came off in any way to not allow that space
for others that say they are seeking.
The science of the world is not my issue....its the perceptions that we are differing in and as I seek interconnection for what I see to be a 'whole'
and not separate at all...seeking harmony amongst its own self...seeking awaking to being 'of a unit'....I also see the limits to seeking for self
existence. As a cell of one body resist being of that body and wishing to be on its own....division will surely thrive.
The brain and what makes up this world is complex and understanding it all surely is just a limited grasping at trying to understand it all.
I want to bring forward a idea about 'et experiences' that so many share here. Our brain works on several levels. Our unconsciousness holds ancient
archetypes that struggle through the other levels of the brain that are conscious....almost like a hidden messenger of 'self' trying to get a message
'to self'. It has been thought that 'angels and et experiences' is just that....a deeper part of self trying to send a message to another part of
self...through a 'image' of a archetype that is 'known' to the mind. As such a archetype surfaces, details, color, ect...can be added through our own
personal consciousness. It could even be understood through our oldest core of our brain that some call 'reptilian' of why many have a archetype of
this 'bad, controlling' archetype of a reptilian being. These 'image' and experiences can seem very real to us...as our brain tries to sort things and
deal with things that we long for and desire comfort in. Such as...a loving family, acceptance, comfort of the mind from worry, the need to be loved
by a 'parental figure'....ect....and this could explain all the created religions of man and show us a much more deeper level of how man 'needed'
things at certain times of existence. Everything we 'seem ' to experience (that seems beyond our own realitiy/world/ of what we call matter)...may
indeed by a creation within our own mind between our unconsciousness and ego 'I' individual consciousness....as one part of our-self trying to
communicate with another part of our-self....be it to face a higher awareness of self...be it to receive comfort, recognition, love.
These experiences can convince a person that there is real communication going on 'beyond' their 'self' of being...and this may indeed lead them to
believe that there is separation amongst all beings and life. A person much stand outside of their 'thoughts' and find out where they manifest
from....they must find out if they are 'desiring' things for self to see if this is the reason for their creation of 'messages' to self...from self.
Not only do we need to step back and see what message 'our self' is trying to work through and balance out (what is the self truly seeking)....but on
a larger scale, there is a collective consciousness and we need to step back and see what this is showing. As the collective consciousness is
experiences things like 'angels or ets'.....this shows where we are at in our evolving as a collective and what we are ready for and what we still
need to face. I find it obvious that our collective unconsciousness is seeking to be healed, protected, cared for....in some way. We still seek
outside of ourselves...instead of seeing within the potentials...we still have yet to value having each other. A individuals journey as a seeker is to
fill something they feel is missing or to unify something that is divided. I believe...that we know that were are a united consciousness....but still
choose to see ourselves as divided...which limits our potentials as a whole unit of 'life' amongst life.
I think unconsciously....we know there is a shift occurring. But...depending on our awareness...depends on what we each desire the shift to be (such
as for a 'self'). There is a shift occurring in the collective consciousness which is changing the inner vibration of being as well as if affecting
the electromagnetic fields around us (the unseen). This change....is dependent....on awareness. I have witnessed it already happening around me, I
have felt it go through me, I have felt my own self, be 'of' it.
The space between 'seemingly' matter....is full of charged particles. We see electromagnetic fields creating 'forms' of compressed/pressurized energy.
Gravity is not what holds ths world together and what holds it together is a unseen force that has electric currents making electromagnetic fields.
What we know or think as 'space' is very much active and alive and full. What is important is that this is all a natural emanating 'being' that is not
'designed by 'creators'.....it is a being in its own right, naturally 'occurring/being/becoming/manifesting and infinite in potentials'. The
difference of what I see and what you see....is I see it to be natural...not 'made' by any being or beings....but a natural manifestations that we are
of and a part of.
Ultimate awareness...to me right now on this path that I am on....is when there is no subjectivity of individuality between the observer and what is
being observed. In this state of mind...I see higher potentials and possibilities for 'life' as a unit...then I see from the state of mind that the
observer and the observed are 'separate' and divided. The only way I can say that truthfully....is I have been in both states of mind. I did not see
the higher potentials of life while I was in the state of mind of being separate from what I observed.
The same consciousness/energy that drives the universe...is within you making you a unique expression of being that you are. My use of words like God
or Spirit can be misleading in understanding the base of science to 'all that is' and 'what all that is..is of' which is I believe 'one'. I
believe...separation...is the main illusion here but this illusion has a purpose in its own natural right of what is 'becoming' and 'being'.
Feelings and thoughts carry a vibration through our being as well as spreads a vibration through the electromagnetic fields around us. We literally
can build a higher vibration or a lower vibration of being....through thoughts and feelings. Internally we know this...we know that fear is a lower
vibration, more dense...we know that love is a higher vibration. We just might have trouble always ad-hearing to this knowing due to 'self' worries
and desires. A sense of interconnectedness can offer stability in the environment as well as social stability....harmony. Once I learned this...I
cant help but to be saddened when I see others keep giving into what causes instability...disconnectedness.
We are all connected...even many that say they know this....do not pay enough attention to this fact. One thing that connects us all is the
electromagnetic fields that surround us everywhere. What we focus on as a collective whole...is what will manifest. To me, true realization of 'self'
is the knowing and awakening that we are a part of the same whole which can be seen as one living organism.
When one internalizes oneness....something magical happens. The larger body recognizes your awareness and arises within to assist you. The light of
life itself is waking and remembering its own real nature.
What is in between 'stuff'?
Just as the state of compressed energy is affected by etheric unseen energy....the etheric unseen energy is affected by the compressed energy. They
seek harmony between eahcother and at the same time they are of eachother. Electromagnetic fields and high electromagnetic activity can directly
affect the compressed energy.
I can remember going through stages of what I felt was the 'spirit' guiding me or some could call it the universal mind....and questions would arise
for me to study like' what is at the center of the earth'....or 'how do birds know 'north'?....'why do ants work together as they do as if they just
know'....'why do animals migrate and how do they know where to migrate to'.....it all ended up pointing me to a very natural united
consciousness/collective nature that is beyond any 'beings' to create it.
The etheric energy creates all that we see through vibrational fields. Like a unseen fluid that pressurizes and fine tunes the world that 'we see'.
The primal energy state, energy in its perfection of being' is unseen and without beginning and end and is everywhere flowing and we would not be
without it. From my understanding its natural....its life...its a force that emenates all things from itself as well is within all things.
When I mentioned particles earlier....I must correct that because what we have thought as particles being a mass is really just spheres of swirling
I see the Universe as a unified field/unified conscious energy source. We are a part of that field and we can interact with it. Vibrations move
through this field...literally...behaviors, actions, thoughts are carried through the field.
Why is love so powerful? Because it unifies, connects, brings harmony.
I believe we all seek unity in our own way....it may be to unify the self with was we desire 'life/being' to be....it may be to unify ourselves with
the planet we are of...it may be to unify the world with the universe....ect. But bottom line is we all seek unity in some way. We all feel as if
something is missing, something needs to be healed...something needs to be protected...something needs 'help'. Some may believe (being sent the
message) that they are here to 'help'...this again is a feeling of 'unity' being needed somewhere...that something is needed that is not already
there. This collective search for unity has been ongoing and has shown itself in many forms. But we continue to look outside of ourselves....of our
wholeness that we are....to things like 'angels or et's or family of light ect'. All of those things are our own messengers...a way for us to
communicate and sort out our own 'self' of 'being' amongst others. Some call them spirits, gods, guides, ect....and picture these things as being
outside of them...higher then them...more progressed then them....but all of those things, are really 'of us' no more of less then we are of 'life'
itself. Some have a knowing of this world is in need of a vibration holder of love...some have a knowing that this world is in need of 'hope or
compassion'....some have a need in receiving 'love, hope, compassion' and only act out in ways to that show they lack these things in their life.
Oneness is not so much a center of location....and infinity can be defined as something that is always ongoing and something that will always be. I
believe, energy will always be...that electromagnetic fields (the unseen) will always be and has always been. We are all of it...and through us, it
becomes aware of itself. What was going on before man was here to observe it? Was it not still 'being'? Was there still not an 'expression' occurring
of 'life' being? Were the animals not here migrating and was the nature of life not 'real' without man to observe it in their brains that makes the
'image' of it to be seen and to be observed? What would of been the purpose of 'life being' famous observer to observe it and be aware of it for what
we claim is here for us to 'learn' from? Was animals not killing each other before man to survive and feed? Was the Earth not producing birth and
destruction before man came to 'being' to observe it all and then try to explain it?
I think from the point of view that Unity and you are coming from...there is little purpose for life before man was here for you say that we are here
to learn and that makes it sound as if this world, this existence around us and outside of us...was made for 'us'. What purpose did the grass have
and the life therein it...before man was here?
We must humble ourselves...and see that we are just a part of it all...and in being conscious of what we are.
Who is to say that dreams and near death experiences are not just are brain creating images? To think....is to create. Like I have said many
times...there are many things that affect and influence the way we think and the reasons we 'create' what we do. We can look at those things....and
observe a deeper part of ourselves...and find the messages that we are sending to ourselves.
I knew someone that said that every night before they went to bed...during pray time....they would leave their body and feel themselves climb up onto
the lap of God and receive love and hugs. This person never had a positive father figure in their life. Part of my mind must stay open and critical to
wonder....how much of what we think we experience that is not a part of this 'world' is things we ourselves have created....our unconsciousness
sending things to our consciousness....of what we need, desire, or wish for. It may be on a 'self' level...a 'social level'...a 'national level'....a
'global level'....a 'universal level'. Of course...the idea that such experiences like ets, angels, higher selves ect....being only in our mind....is
not a comfortable thought to most because they have created those things to bring unity in some way in themselves.
We think we know what many things are and that they are even very real to us....but I try to keep in mind, that we do create things in the 'conscious
mind' and what we create can be linked to our unconscious self. To me, it shows the great capabilities of the mind to protect 'self'....heal
'self'....love 'self'....comfort 'self. Through united consciousness though...I see greater things coming....protecting the self as a 'larger body' as
a whole....healing the self as a 'larger body' as a whole....loving the self as a 'larger body as a whole'.
As above so below. As outside so within. As a one so is all. Through watching how everything works, we see how something on a larger whole scale will
As a cell of one body....as each resists to be of what it truly is...division and resistant will rule and this will show manifestation on the 'whole
body' in the 'all'.
To me...there is not way any 'designers' such as 'higher beings' could of 'made' this world or this existence. That is where we mainly go on separate
paths of thought and I do respect everyones right to see it as they wish. I hope I never came across as not giving everyone that right or space to
'perceive' as they need to perceive. As I see a part of the whole resist what it is of....I only see the further instability of the whole and yes,
this does bother me and I am sorry for expressing that personal feeling. Its not personal to anyone. I am just a part of the whole trying to
understand and seek harmony for the 'whole' and hope for awareness to all to see that we are connected and not separate at all. I dont try to push his
idea that it is proof or fact for anyone else...but for me its very real.
You and yours will be in my 'thoughts' and heart and Im sorry you and yours are going through such a tough time right now.
My best to all
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