Last night the pulsing sounds came to me and it woke me up fully........I remained as relaxed and unafraid as possible and decided to see if I could
lift out. I shout up and out so fast it was a bit of a shock really, and when first being out I could see quite well all of my room. I decided to try
and use this chance to go to a freind and see if I could assist them in coming out, and once I was there (3 walls away) I had that brown murky
blindness.......I think I was spinning and zooming all around them, and I got the destinct impression they were not coming, so I flitted back to my
body, to find the sounds still strong, so back out I came.
I was trying to see, telling myself to see, and the eyes in my body came open and this sent me back into my body.......I still had the pulsation
sounds with me, and felt like maybe someone was in the room with me, also OOBE trying to possibly 'play'??? I was a tad unsure........
Then it seemed I just could not overcome this darn 'blindness' ack ack ack.......but I swear I heard a male voice singing some kinda rock thing, and I
could hear electric guitars?? weird as Ive never heard such a thing in this situation prior......so I was communicating, "CavemanDD.......... is that
YOU?" as it sure was not a calm amusement of my yanker, this was some wild playful energies........so I came out and tried to find this person in the
darkness. I was SO FRUSTRATED at not having clear vision that it started to effect me ability to even BE out....
It came to mind that I was so FULLY conscious I couldnt be more aware, and decided that in itself is somewhat of a miracle......and I was bouncing in
my body, back out, back in, attempting to really focus on the sensation, to realize there wasnt much of a sensation to it at all........then I clearly
heard the male voice again and it loudly said in a singsong manner, "I really AM a nice guy" and then it was laughing a joyous laugh that
SO Caveman, I am asking you here........was THAT you?
it was between 2 and 3 am mnt time........
I checked the clock.
I settled back into my pillows and as long as the pulsing sound was there I was going in and out trying to find the best way to clear my sight, using
all the techniques Ive used before to no avail..........
When the sounds were gone my throat was parched, so dry all the way back and through my nasal cavities that I had to get up and drink a large amount
Then I went to bed and 'sleep' where in a wild dream I exchanged faces with the ones that I love.........and wore the different faces and then had
conversations about 'me' with family members who had no idea it was actually me........a very ODD dream IMO.
edit on 3-11-2011 by theRiverGoddess because: cuz I must edit EVERYTHING so you can read it