nisurastar. I agree with you. And I'm respecting your belief and I'm not going to deny your experiences, because people have different experiences
and different belief. Each of them could be right and each of them could be wrong. It's not my job to decide it and question others. Especially not
without reasons. If you're saying this, based on your belief and experience, I'm accepting this and I'm trusting in your wisdom.
Unfortunately most of the people, whose are reading those books are starting to believe that they're an Indigo or a Crystalline, because the writer
have approached the topic from... well, from the perspective of the ordinary people, from the reader's perspective. And these sort of books are
rather dangerous, because most of them, I didn't read that book, what you mentioned, but I will someday... so, most of the books are giving false
illusions to the people. Everyone can change without books. Everyone can achieve anything, what they wants. I met already with few guys, whose are
stated that they're Indigos, because they read one book about Indigos. One of them had purple aura, the other had yellow and the third one had green.
Not a single trace of Indigo Blue. It's like the TV shows or computer games. The kid is seeing something in it or playing with something and he is
immediately starting a massacre, because he believes that he has unlimited ammo and the others will die just for fun. So, I believe these things are
pretty dangerous. That's why I'm not really talking about this Crystalline / Indigo stuff in the real life, because people are also like to make a
copy from the life of others. If he is one, a Crystalline for example I can be one too. But it's not working on this way. And delusions can lead even
to death. We always need to study the cause and effects, the consequences of our actions.
People are starting to feel that something is not right with them. Something is quite different in them. And they're starting to realize things
slowly. For example I never heard about the title "Crystalline" until the end of 2006, beginning of 2007 (But I already used this term quite before
this time.). But in me I knew that I'm a Crystalline, who has sapphire blue aura, have a cute Guardian Angel. And it was in 1999. I knew that I have
some sort of connection to crystals, to spirits, have strange senses and skills. And it was six years before I would ever hear about the term Indigos
(2005) and eight years before I would ever hear about the Crystallines (2006-2007). Somehow your spirit knows it's true identity, without any facts.
Knows what you never heard or learned. i.e. I never learned drawing at all, but I can draw on a professional level. I never learned many things, what
I know nowadays.
I'm started to experience everything from my own. Without books. Of course, I looked after the effects and tried to make my own conclusion.
Well. From my experience I believe everyone knows everything without his or her own knowledge. Just listen to your voice inside you. That's your real
sense. Your Guardian Angel (Yup! They're existing. But that's a different and pretty long topic.).
Here is my theory how anyone would be able to see auras. Frankly, it's just a theory, but I believe it could work (I never told this theory to anyone
until this time. And it will remain a theory until someone is not going to try it.
Step one. If you take a look at a man, what can you see? Just a man. Let's take a bum for example. What your voice inside you is telling? Good bum,
evil bum, neutral bum? Try to approach everyone as a neutral person, regardless from clothes, from everything. Your mind, but foremost your angel will
warn you immediately when danger is near or if you knows that he is a natural good person. If you're practicing this, your sense will immediately
know who is evil and who is not. Who is kind and who will betray you in the very first time.
Second step. If you know what sort of auras are existing, what are their major and minor traits, try to imagine an aura for the person. The first
color which is flashing into your mind, blue, green, yellow, different colors with different shades... well, that's the real aura of the person.
Hence, it's already giving you the traits of the person immediately. Your mind knows this, your senses knows this, but the mind, your senses need to
learn this skill. Later, if you do it many times, your eyes will be able synchronize with your mind and visualize it too.
Well. As I written, it's my theory, based on my own experiences and studies, but this "seeing auras", "feeling auras"... well, they just came
slowly but surely to me. So, maybe this theory works, maybe not.
StreetCorner. What you have written down is one of the major trait of the Indigos and the Crystallines. We never care about money. We don't have any
desire for money and / or power. And we're usually writing fiction (I'm writing fiction too.). I'm writing just for fun (Okay. It's my job too,
but I never considered it as a job. Plus, with this, I'm the boss.
). I'm writing stories to entertain or to share my personal experiences with
people. I'm also making nice graphics, also just for fun and other various things, also just for fun. If money comes, it comes. If not, shrug, I
don't care. But I know that I will have no problem in my life. Why? Because I know that someone, a little and kind winged Angel is watching over me.
Oh. And one last thing. You're not sacrificing yourself at all. You're just living a clear life, what others can't do and that makes them envy,
really envy (That can be considered as a threat, but if you can handle it, it's not a threat anymore. Envy is able to make best friends to your enemy
very quickly.). But I believe this life is quite better. Well. With this life, I can sleep at night without nightmares and I don't need to afraid
from anyone at day. I believe every sacrifice worth the peaceful days and nights.
[edit on 18-6-2007 by Dark Crystalline]