reply to post by smyleegrl
I am 44 going on 90, both Mentally and Physically. Have always felt I was born at the wrong time. Mainly because I'm a bit more conservative than
others my age. However I haven't always appeared to be conservative from the outside looking in. What I mean by that is that I lived some wild and
crazy years. At one point feeling as though I could never have enough friends. I was forever going to hang out out with different types of friends
trying to find the group that best suited me. But the hunt always seemed hopeless. I could be at a party with 100+ people and feel completely alone. I
was a serial dater and never thought I'd find Misses Right. Lots if heartbreak along the way. Fortunately I married at 35 and had a beautiful
daughter at 38. (apple of my eye)
Blood Type: A+
Hobbies: I've done everything I can to experience as much in life as I can. I had always been atheletic, played baseball for 18years, worked out
often, I became a thrill seeker doing crazy things like bungee jumping, car racing, sky diving, hang gliding, etc, I've always been an overachiever
and like to find my own path.
Religion: I'm a cradle Catholic. Had been an altar boy, was baptized, First Holly Communion, Confirmation. Later joined a Catholic men's fraternity.
The best value I've ever learned is something called Stewardship. I live each day looking for someone I can do something for. I love helping others
and look for nothing in return.
Career: Without finishing college I attained a degreed position with a Fortune 500 company where I've worked for 25 years.
Life Changing Event: At age 30, knowing I had lived my life as a good person, yet a sinner nonetheless, I prayed to God one day and asked that if I
were due to spend any time in purgatory, could I spend it here on earth so I wouldn't be so lonely. (A prayer I might regret asking one day). Within
a few weeks I injured my back in the gym. I tried and tried to work through it and it only got worse and worse. I spent the next 10 years suffering in
severe pain that controlled my life. I still managed to go to work (thank God I have a desk job), I still managed to focus on my Stewardship. After
10years I found a neurosurgeon willing to do surgery and I had to have 3 cervical disks replaced with cadaver bone and secured with a titanium plate
and 8 screws. I continue to suffer low back pain, but it's a cross I'm willing to carry. On July 7, 2007 I had a dream that was more of a revelation
where It truly was like one of the Life After Death experiences you hear about. Who knows, maybe I did die for a few moments considering all the pain
meds they kept me on prior to my surgery. It was only during this dream that I felt my WAITING was over. It was an experience like no other and where
all life's questions were answered the moment you thought of them. Everything felt right. I didn't feel out if place.THIS is what I'm waiting for
right now. I feel in my heart I'm waiting on a Devine intervention/event,
Ever since that dream that night I have been awake. I spend hours a day (usually at night when families in bed) looking for answers. I feel as if I'm
sitting on the edge of my seat waiting for this event to happen that seems to never come. but I will continue to be on the alert.
I will say a prayer for everyone on this thread, I feel God haas woken us up and has a special role waiting for us and we'll know exactly what to do
and when to do it.
Side Note: I hate Chemtrails. I'm a Birther but not a Republican. Our Govt is corrupted. I'm pissed that no one has been held accountable for
Benghazi. And just found out today that Medvedez/Russia warned countries like ours that they won't hesitate to use nuclear weapons. What makes me mad
more than anything? The largest coverup of all time, The Ongoing Fukushima Nuckear Disaster!