posted on Feb, 24 2013 @ 03:15 PM
I know what you mean, I have always had this sense of anticipation that something was "just around the corner" and yet I've turned so many corners
in my life, but the feeling is still there. Just when i think i have found this elusive something, i find there is another corner for me to turn. Not
to sound cliche but it's kinds like when bono sings " I still haven't found what I'm looking for."
Lately, I've started to think that perhaps "god"made me this way, given me the will to keep searching, to continue the journey through life, not
because I will one day "find" what it is around the corner, but because I need the drive to continue the journey. I think it's all those things
that make me turn those corners that make up my life and so when I die I will finally understand how it all falls into place, at least that is what I
I am going to be 38 this year, and I often joke to my friends that my midlife crisis is kicking in, because although I have always felt this way, when
I was younger it never bothered me and I didn't contemplate it so much, I just threw myself out into the world and let the world carry me. I no
longer have that attitude. Sometimes I miss that, but most of the time I am grateful I am more grounded.