Four pages. That's all I got through before my mind was blown. So many differences in everyone, yet fundamentally the same in our cores, where it
matters. I wonder how many of you also think of yourselves as a "jack of all trades"... or "creative"... or "insightful"... or even just
"special." And I have always, always
felt completely out of place amongst the human race, like I'm not human deep down inside. Like I don't
belong here, but I am
here, so it has to be for some unknown purpose. And yes, I too feel 18 inside... like the mid-40's outside is just
clothing to be shed later. I wouldn't miss it.
For the statistics, I'm an INFP (significant) with AB+ blood (insignificant) and a rather high IQ that I don't even know for sure but it's rather
high. Genetics, race, nationality, religion even, we don't all have in common. Those don't seem to have anything to do with this... let's call it a
"phenomenon." I've always had the feeling that I was here (on Earth, not ATS) to learn everything I could about everything I found interesting. I
know pi to 230 decimal places, for instance (just to see if I could do it). I know just about everything about Star Trek
and wish every day
that I lived in that world instead. But it's not just memorization; it's experience.
If that makes sense. Like being in training for
something, but I know not what. So, like you, I'm simply... waiting, studying, learning, helping others, etc etc etc. Going with the flow.
There's no question something
is coming, and fast. We've all felt it, independently, most of our lives. We are all on the same "team," for
some reason, and we'll figure it out eventually. Don't worry. With this much obvious Master Planning going on, we can't help but succeed at our...
Big Whatever. I have my suspicions about what it is, but I'll keep that to myself for now...