reply to post by Wrabbit2000
Hoo Boouy.....'dats a whole 'nother thread, Sugar.
And I know you are very well aware that you will get as many different perspectives on that there little beauty of a predicament you seem to have
gotten yourself into as there are people who will choose to share theirs.
I can tell you this, take it for what you will, and I say this only because you brought the topic to the thread so my intent is truly not to sling
around unsolicited advice, but whatever attachment you granted access at that time of your childhood dabblings, never left.
Sometimes people go their whole lives and are completely oblivious to their presence. Sadly and tragically, some are born with a sort of, uh,
pre-disposition to their attachment. I won't go into that, as the topic is in that gray area I'm not wont to participate on ATS as I seek no quarrel
with anyone about their beliefs in that regard.
Anyway, depending on the circumstances and what exactly is hitching a ride, so to speak, some are more noticeable than others. Their, uh, degree of
influence, if you will, is not indicative of their presence. Meaning, some that have very little influential ability can be much more obvious and,
ehrm, "noisy", in someone's life than those possessing great influential ability. They are not ignorant, but they are deceptive and like we say
around here, it's usually the emptiest barrels that make the loudest noise, ya dig? Hopefully you get what I'm trying to say here in the most
general terms I can muster.
Another fit colloquialism in this regard would be that 'still waters run deep'. Yes, I am a total hillbilly & was raised by my grandparents, so
I'm full of little life lessons or simple observations that can be summed up in idioms and adages. Anyhoo, what I'm saying is that in many
instances it's the quiet ones that you need to worry about. And when those start rattling the barrel, it usually means something is agitating them.
Since those are usually content to keep their presence on the down-low, I would speculate that you have changed something in your life that is
affecting their, um, task, or whatever you want to call it.
These are rhetorical questions, as I do not expect, nor ask you to publicly answer them,
Have you met anyone new lately? Not just "Hey, I'm Wrabbit, how ya' doin" sort of meet, but someone that you have given considerable thought
Have you had serious contemplations about your beliefs or faith? Has anyone close to you presented any of their personal esoteric contemplations?
I'm just strongly wondering if you or someone close to you have been doing some serious soul-searching or, uh, self- examination of sorts. Also
strongly wondering if there is someone close to you or someone new that is somehow agitating your once-content 'peripherals'. It would be something
or someone or even some new place that is influencing your thoughts and attention in a new and different way, and it would be recent, like the last
few months or weeks, something progressive.
IMO, it seems as if something has changed in your life and you may not even be consciously aware of it. Having said that, whatever it is should come
to mind without much contemplation, it should be like a total light bulb moment. If you have to think about it for any real length of time, then
you've wandered into trying to make something fit and that's no good. I'd rather be totally wrong and have mud in my face. That's just my
2-cents to take or leave.