I usually don't get caught up in the hype of threads like these, but yet, I too have been feeling anxious and "jumpy" for about a week and a half.
In fact, a few days ago, I was on the verge of a panic attack and I haven't had one of those in a couple years
I strongly want to quit my job, but something is telling me not to. Even though I can financially afford to take a month off (not worried about
finding one, jobs are a dime a dozen here if you want to work).
And on top of that, for no reason, I am DREADING working on the 15th. Even though I have no reason to believe it will be any different than any other
None of my usual relaxation techniques are working (sometimes that includes leaving ATS for a few days.)
And even as we speak my arms are literally twitching.
And what is stranger is that a friend bought me a coke yesterday, which I don't drink a lot of, but for the first time ever, my heart started racing
and it actually gave me a buzz and that has never happened before.
Oh, and the other day I literally didn't show up for work and everyone was worried that something bad had happened. It was strange because I never
miss work or read the schedual wrong. I just had a strong feeling that I didn't have to work that day.
On the plus side though, I have been committing myself to making positive changes to my workplace before I leave and the energy I have to do this is
coming out of nowhere, and I have been finding myself getting to work earlier lately.
I don't know overall if it's something or not, but I can tell you I don't live in an earthquake zone.
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