reply to post by Wrabbit2000
Okay, I wrote a long time ago about something that happened to me. Here is the thread, seond post, so you will know I am being sincere.
The part about the hotel room. Ever since that, I have been similarly aware of ... things. Hard to put into words for me, because I do not talk about
it. Basically, kind of what you said, and I guess I took it for granted that everyone did that.
I kind of feel odd now, realizing that is not the case, but, regardless, I noticed it stopped too.
I can't say when, because I don't know, but I became aware of it about a month ago or so. I do not ever discuss religion, especially my own, but it
definitely made me more prayerful.
Perhaps this is where the peacefulness came from, I cannot say for certain.
I know I always felt certain people, "in spirit", were there, and they don't seem to be there any longer. I wondered if this was good for them, bad
for me, but I had gotten rather used to it. I felt very alone when I realized that connection was gone.
I have found myself very deeply inner religious as a result, however. Not suggesting this for you, just noting the effect it had on me.
What is bothering me the most in talking about this is realizing my assumption that everyone shared this was wrong. It leaves me wondering why I even
thought it, but I did. Stranger yet, I feel odd talking about it. It is literally making me squirm. Hm.