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Originally posted by SSimon
This was his favorite song
Originally posted by sarra1833
ATS is becoming so evil and dark and full of haters. I'm ashamed at 94% of the posters in this topic.
Originally posted by JanJamboree
'___' hallucinations provoked by physical distress. Next...
Originally posted by JanJamboree
'___' hallucinations provoked by physical distress. Next...
Originally posted by _R4t_
Jesus said, "I took my place in the midst of the world, and I appeared to them in flesh. I found all of them intoxicated; I found none of them thirsty. And my soul became afflicted for the sons of men, because they are blind in their hearts and do not have sight; for empty they came into the world, and empty too they seek to leave the world. But for the moment they are intoxicated. When they shake off their wine, then they will repent."
This is the best explanation for how I feel toward other people that think I'm a fool when I talk of those things... I feel sorry that they are blinded by the materialistic aspect of this world and they seem to have no will what so ever to learn anything worthy of learning other than living in their own bubble made of lies...
Originally posted by _R4t_
...Second thing that happen is a dude that tried to "get rid" of me... I don't know the details of what was given to me but it was enough apparently to kill me a couple times over... to this day I think he succeeded I won't go into details with this one its pretty personal but all I can tell is that "pure peace" moment I left is now constantly with me and I can feel it in my chest like it was going to explode I can't really explain it but there's no drug in this world on nothing that even compares it... if this ever leaves me I'd rather shot me a bullet between the ears than live a second without it...
The guy in question will not even get close to me anymore since this, he literally will change of sidewalk if he see me coming on the same as he is... I have no clue why he never spoke back to me and every time I happen to cross him somewhere I can see the fear in his face and eyes... I know he feels like screaming "how" I made it... I don't know but I know that soon after it happen and I had this strange feeling of perfect peace all I could do was forgive him cause after this I was left with the most insane and greatest thing that ever happened to me...
I can't explain this feeling but Its just "pure" there's no other way to describe it... Imagine a constant state of bliss, happiness and love for everything that surrounds you and everyone even your worst enemies... the people you would of once slit their throat in a dark corner you just feel like hugging them because you feel you owe them for what you've learned from their actions... And having this strange yet amazingly great feeling like if your heart was on fire and the flame was just like a tiny sun slowly growing...
I know it sounds weird and F'ed up but its been 3 years and this feeling has NEVER left me and I SWEAR i rather die than lose it... and I know its no chemical imbalance if I do bad # it kinda "dim"s out a bit for awhile and it scares the # out of me.. I swear I'd do anything not to lose this feeling...
Its like pure peace, happiness and not being scared of anything not death or nothing because as deep as you can look into yourself you know there's more to this feeling than the eye can see or some dudes running test in laboratories can explain...
I see things so differently now in a light I would of ever imagine I ever would before and I understand things I once thought I understood and realize how much of a blind fool I was... If something similar happened to someone here i'd like to know cuz really... I feel blessed... I wasn't religious before but this... this is a whole new level...
Originally posted by JanJamboree
'___' hallucinations provoked by physical distress. Next...
Originally posted by _R4t_
This kid in the video, I know where he's been, I know how he felt when he made this video when he was recalling his experience... I can't stop smiling neither when I think of mine and the peace in his eyes and his smile... I can tell he felt the way I feel now and believe me everything isn't the same anymore you don't see death as the end but as a liberation literally... now call me cheesy but ever since this happened I NEVER stop seeing 1111, 222, 333, 444, 555 EVERYWHERE... cash slips, game timers, clocks, car millage and I can't explain that neither I'm not the type of guy that keeps track of time as a matter of fact I'm 28 and didn't wear a watch since I'm about 16 cuz I break them all by accident..
but somehow its like sometimes I feel compelled like an impossible to resist impulse to glance at the clock and when it does this its ALWAYS one of those numbers... I'm actively trying to avoid it now but made its even worst..
Other time I'm just walking around thinking about codes or work related material I do this alot it seems like walking around helps me think... anyways... and I'd be really deeply focused and thinking literally in "the zone" and all of a suddent what brings me back to "reality" per say is I find myself standing infront of a clock displaying these numbers and I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IM THERE! Its like my subconscious hypnotize me and walks be infront of a clock just to bring me back in time to see those numbers...
Originally posted by JanJamboree
'___' hallucinations provoked by physical distress. Next..
Originally posted by Unity_99
I'm having a hard time expressing the emotion of this, and fighting a migraine, at that,. So my attempt will be awkward, but I saw my son in him, and also saw this young man's level of development in his eyes, his strength, peace, goodness. And quite frequently I post that we are to shine our lights. And while this is positive of course, still, why is it that someone who feels mature, advanced like this young man, is called home so quickly then? Is it that we are to solve problems here, overcome more, while others are more mature, and only have to grace our lives for a shorter time, to make us think deeper. And you can tell, he had this goal in mind, to nudge our awareness. And so I'm lighting a candle to him, and just wish to thank him so much, for that message in times like this.edit on 29-12-2011 by Unity_99 because: (no reason given)
Originally posted by Realtruth
Originally posted by sarra1833
ATS is becoming so evil and dark and full of haters. I'm ashamed at 94% of the posters in this topic.
Sarra,
What I have found is the people that are posting, or reacting, in a negative way, are searching just as much as anyone else. The fact that these people even acknowledge something like this, if proof they are searching, they'll never outwardly admit it, but they are.
Accept them for who they are, don't judge them harshly.
All roads lead back to OZ.