Originally posted by Human_Alien
Let me tell you all something, I don't know if I 'died' or had a near death experience, but what he and many others have said is true. I was there
There's this place, so bright, so warm, so filled with love, words can't even begin to express or explain it.
I no longer feel sad when one passes away. Not for them anyway. I feel the loss but I know they are in a place that I can't wait to experience
So for what it's worth, do not fear death. It's a graduation for sure.
I died three times at birth I don't recall anything out of these, I had complications during a medical surgery I was 5-6 years old and when I woke up
I asked my mom why the doctors were freaking out when I was floating in the room above them. She went and asked them and the dude turned pale like a
wall and asked her how she knew these had been complications.
I will always remember this moment, I could see both ceilling, floor and all the walls around me at the same time yet I could focus on specific areas
like we do with our eyes but still see the rest at the same time I can't explain it... colors were much brighter and vibrant as if everything
surrounding my was alive. Everything seemed deeper and so peaceful... I've experience this once through OBE I walked through the corridor in my house
and I was concious I figured I was going to go take a look at the clock on the microwave and then try to get back in my body then run to the clock to
see if the time was the same.
I remember having seen 9:30 but I had to get very close to see the number because they look SOOOO much brighter and greener than they normally do from
there I though I was going to go back to my body and instantly woke up... by the time I managed to awake enough to realise what had happen and get on
my feet I bolted to the microwave and it was 9:36ish It terrorized me yet I couldn't wait to do it again...
Second thing that happen is a dude that tried to "get rid" of me... I don't know the details of what was given to me but it was enough apparently
to kill me a couple times over... to this day I think he succeeded I won't go into details with this one its pretty personal but all I can tell is
that "pure peace" moment I left is now constantly with me and I can feel it in my chest like it was going to explode I can't really explain it but
there's no drug in this world on nothing that even compares it... if this ever leaves me I'd rather shot me a bullet between the ears than live a
second without it...
The guy in question will not even get close to me anymore since this, he literally will change of sidewalk if he see me coming on the same as he is...
I have no clue why he never spoke back to me and every time I happen to cross him somewhere I can see the fear in his face and eyes... I know he feels
like screaming "how" I made it... I don't know but I know that soon after it happen and I had this strange feeling of perfect peace all I could do
was forgive him cause after this I was left with the most insane and greatest thing that ever happened to me...
I can't explain this feeling but Its just "pure" there's no other way to describe it... Imagine a constant state of bliss, happiness and love for
everything that surrounds you and everyone even your worst enemies... the people you would of once slit their throat in a dark corner you just feel
like hugging them because you feel you owe them for what you've learned from their actions... And having this strange yet amazingly great feeling
like if your heart was on fire and the flame was just like a tiny sun slowly growing...
I know it sounds weird and F'ed up but its been 3 years and this feeling has NEVER left me and I SWEAR i rather die than lose it... and I know its no
chemical imbalance if I do bad # it kinda "dim"s out a bit for awhile and it scares the # out of me.. I swear I'd do anything not to lose this
Its like pure peace, happiness and not being scared of anything not death or nothing because as deep as you can look into yourself you know there's
more to this feeling than the eye can see or some dudes running test in laboratories can explain...
I see things so differently now in a light I would of ever imagine I ever would before and I understand things I once thought I understood and realize
how much of a blind fool I was... If something similar happened to someone here i'd like to know cuz really... I feel blessed... I wasn't religious
before but this... this is a whole new level...