Originally posted by krzyspmac
I see a lot of people bashing such stories, marking them as unreal, but more and more people are admitting that it happened to them as well. I have
sleep paralisis from time to time. I have never seen anything near me, although I did feel strong energy (mostly near my head). And it usually
happened after realizing some kind of truth or taking another step towards a peaceful life. This includes thoughts about the true creator.
I have to agree there are people here using the idea of the creator to pursue their goals, to drain people of thier emotions and further inflict guilt
I am sure though, that there are many here, that think of the creator (not speaking of the demiurge) as an entity that doesn't need prayers, chanting
And I know there are many here, that are being "attacked" in the way the OP has told every time they come to the inevitable realisation, that the
true creator is not a vengeful god. Everytime I set my life straight, living not only for myself, when I remove guilt, fear and egocentric behaviour
out of my life, I get such incidents.
WOW this is IT for me and i was waiting for someone to say this to validate it for me. The heated discussion i had for 4 hours straight prior to
sleeping was entirely about the true creator and how it was not the vengeful god mentioned in the old testament bible and that i had faith and trust
in a real Jesus and his God who is not and never described as vengeful/hateful and would never kill or order the killing of any persons or people.
I literally walked to my room to go to bed thinking how free i felt from the weights and walls that were holding my spiritual growth back.
As i lay down to sleep, i closed my eyes, i immediately saw a something i only usually see after a decent meditation which is a closed eye visual of a
swirl of purple light energy. Its my favorite thing to look at in the world i will say that. The most radiant beautiful WONDERFUL purple light you
could ever imagine its like nothing else.
The hard part about the following day after this experience has been to maintain the ground i took and not fall back into old beliefs, especially
Because I immediately began to question obedience, righteousness, cleanliness, sin, judgement, guilt, fear, worthiness, worthlessness, and egocentric
behavior was high.
All old paradigms i have broken
All of these things MY GOD does not encourage and especially not with the expressed purpose of appeasing and uplifting "him". That sneaky demiurge
got to me again, his agents are sneaky beings and this attempt to shut me down only exposed "his" mode of operations. Just like i caught his minion
in the act, i caught the master the demiurge himself trying to maintain his hold over my beliefs, my life.
It was as if I realized so much in one night and let so much fear escape from me, enough to draw attention from the lower/darker forces who wanted to
make sure that their source of energy, fear, continued to flow from me. That or like someone else mentioned at GLP they were having their 'last
meal' on me.
Before sleeping i 'called out' the most evil being controlling this planet and all humans on it and he attempted to tear me down for it....epic
fail. And that thanks to many things including strangers on the forums of the interwebs right here.
Blessings of Love and Light to you all!!
(especially the jokesters and the disinfo agents.)
[edit on 27-11-2008 by s0ndernet]