reply to post by TimberlandCoup
Thanks for being available to answer questions, for us all!
At this point i am without questions and my assumption about my experience are as follows:
Before bed, I made drastic changes to my belief system, removed much fear, went to bed, awoke to a natural physical experience known as sleep
paralysis where i had momentary spirit vision capable of seeing a being in the realm of spirit. A being i feel is best described as a wise gatekeeper
who watches and uses tricks to make sure I don't wonder into the spirit realms without proper preparation by passing the fear tests.
It is my understanding and experience that in the spirit world when one brings fear with them it can be dangerous because it attracts and manifests
all things fear full, since the place is one where thought manifests your reality instantly(as has been My experience).
The spiritual process of those lower vibrational fear energies leaving my base chakra, left me with a physical sensation of low vibration in the
corresponding area, in conjunction with the presence of this spirit entity, i then jumped to conclusions about being assaulted/attacked/fed upon by
that being. Because he was in the same place at the same time as the worthless fear energy my body was expelling during sleep.
The jump to conclusions about it being an attack was based on the mere shock of physically feeling fear energy/vibrations leaving my body as well as
momentary spirit vision wherin lay a spirit who i can only say was sitting and watching me.
I am considering that those who experience 'attack' by this being may in fact be manifesting the image of that being and the attacks based on their
fears. Again this may be the 'job' of the gatekeeper to take on the form that your thoughts manifest, before you get anywhere in the spirit realm
where lower vibrational beings are free to Actually do things to you. This may also be why those who were not attacked were offered a hand by the
This is also why the gatekeeper disappears and the fear subsides when people who believe in the power of Jesus use his name, its not that the
gatekeeper is afraid or repelled by the recognition of Jesus, its just that recognition of a fearless loving entity like Jesus who has power over the
spirit world is a passing of the gatekeepers test to ensure you are not fearful when entering the spirit realms, in this case you'd have Jesus by
your side so the gatekeeper disappears, the fear subsides, and you are free to roam the spirit world with caution or awaken your spirit in your body
again by waking up.
This to me makes sense, there must be a safety mechanism inside the human consciousness that prevents the unsafe travel of the spirit during the
physical body's sleep (paralysis.) That mechanism will only go as far as your thoughts and imagination will allow it, showing you the potential you
have with spirit to manifest thought, like Jesus told us:
Its no longer acceptable to just NOT kill people or NOT commit adultery you must be transformed by the renewing of your mind, you must NOT think these
thoughts of murder/adultery either. This is why, because as young spirits we are training our minds to be ready for the next stage of development
wherein our thoughts manifest instantly.
I must say its worth the training because when we are ready for full awareness of the spirit realm, it really is a beautiful place to create your own
world. I was given full access to this world once, i spent hours consciously creating my surroundings with thought and i saw what i describe as my
higher self who watched over me and encouraged me that i had done well to get where i was at, he then let me play around creating ANYTHING. The reason
i know i was ready to see this place at the time was because all my thoughts were focused on unconditional love and compassion. I therefor only
manifested those things.