reply to post by Flux8
well, you posted it, so rhetorical or not, i'll bite the bait. no, my children won't remember me typing away on my computer. they don't see that.
look at the time (1:40 am) and being the best parent i possibly can be, they are in bed asleep. during the day, i post while at work (although you
will notice my posts are sporadic due to the fact that i can only post while on break... i value my job and the $$ it brings).
what am i doing about it? well, sure, i could storm the steps of the white house or any other government building by myself (bc that is about all that
will come w/ me....... me and myself), but come on, how far is that gonna get me? i talk and i talk to my friends and family about where we are headed
(and am actually quite shocked they are still my family and friends and still seem to value my opinion, given their perspectives on it).
that is why i post here. here where ppl claim to be "aware" and all. i am all for storming the steps of the government officials houses or
buildings, but one person doing it or even a small group of ppl doing obviously isn't enough as we see rallies held where thousands take to the
streets and not much gets changed.
brainstorming...........w/ like minded individuals at a time of night when my kids are asleep. brainstorming bc we have to think of something new. the
old ways didn't work obviously. something new......... but what? i don't know. but once ppl stop caring, then i can rest assured that NOTHING will
be done (and i am not ready to rest assured in that yet). i don't see it coming to that yet. so, here i am, losing a bit of sleep hoping and praying
that maybe, something will spark in me or someone else due to something something by someone that will be the inspiration. idealistic, maybe.......
kudos to being smart enough not to bring children into this mess..... however, i don't regret my children.... like the OP said, i feel guilty at
times, but not regretful when they bring meaning and ARE the reason i feel as passionate about all this as i do. point is, i brought them in, and i
better damn well start helping in figuring out a way to make their future better than it will be should we continue down this path. for all i know,
they may very well have been the catalyst in the person who helps start a revolution that brings about change.....
idealistic?? again maybe.........
[edit on 26-6-2008 by justamomma]


) and even sometimes at night just to put FLIPPIN'
scraps on the table for them to eat. hell, i go days w/out eating just to have enough $$ for so they can eat (which is great for my waist line, but
not much else lol). 