Sometimes I have a bit of a problem with you seeming so sure about everything. Like you judge confidently everything I say and I don't know... frankly
I don't trust you.
Not that I know of course but there's something feeling odd.
Might be my general trust issue and nothing more. So please take no offense.
Where's Kilgore? She said she wasn't feeling good, I am worried.
With her I don't have that problem (not a real problem with you either) and I enjoyed reading you two talking.
I'm a bit in an absorbing phase. But I don't want this conversation to die. I need to know you're all fine. Weird, right? Why's that so important to
me? TEOT too.
I would love it if I could make that mandatory for you 3 to report in daily.
I know I can't.
And we've been saying that for years now: something's about to happen. And things are happening. Never as anticipated, not sure about the connection
to us in all of this, but it's happening.
So please, please guys, let me know what you're thinking. Even if it's just a word.
I guess it's because you said you know something you can't tell.
While I'm at times just trying to let it all out seeing what sticks.
Not a big problem or issue just a natural psychological reaction.
I'm done with the Malcolm X biography so far I've read this month
Pale Blue Dot
The Code
50 000 years of maths
The Pleasure of finding things out
Malcolm X
And now I started Forbidden Knowledge from Prometheus to pornography. It's kind of great. So far. I know now where the term agnostic is coming from
Thomas Henry Huxley. Sapere aude and the Jefferson connection.
I don't know if any of it will help me in my search but ... additional information can't hurt, right?
I honestly don't know. He lived in the time of Darwin. So even if they probably never met.
I am currently a bit agitated. I wasted my time. Again. I know all of his assumptions about me are wrong, he thinks I am a man and over 50 lol
Why the # would that bother me?
No. Someone on ATS who always tries to make it really personal when I talk about religion.
It just bothers me that it bothers me.
I guess the lesson in it is avoid saying things like Jesus is the devil.
Not that I really think that. Just that the bible is useless because it's... bad fiction. Full of contradictions.
if you take it as a non fiction work its useless.
but I thought you may have psyconauted your way to understanding what parts of it mean by now.
"were all one man."
"love your neighbor as yourself"
You really are very easy to annoy just as you easily annoy others. Which is fitting with above.. when i write psychology you could think of it as the
study of the psyche of the universe. you bring up pansychism. And I just dont see why you dont ever seem to connect it.
on another note I was higher up than the ground earlier. like pretty high up there and the entire world shook. like wtf the wooiest things happen in
the wooiest states of mind.
and now I see it was an Earthquake. Biggest in the area since about 100 years ago. I live on a volcano from like 700 million years ago
Humans and their fragile egos.
and jesus only tried to tell you to lose the ego.
both you and your friend missed the point.
the bible "even calling it the bible" is just the babylon mind# on top so I get your ego response to protect yourself from bull#. we are in complete
agreement there, but thats just like level 2 of tge emerging conspiracy mind thrown off the shackles of the control system. still very mundane ego
centric 3d earth solid stuff clockwork german realism mind stuff. People are boring. I thought we had moved on to the real issues.
but of course the first time im not just drinking a beer theres an earthquake.. That is such a crazy feeling.
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You kind of make me want to smack you. You're something like that snob hippster "I am just waiting for you to reach the heights of my farts" but you
never actually #.
You're just talking in half sentences about how much you understand but you never say what you understood, just a superiourity complex if you ask
me.
But I do love volcanos. Earthquakes not.
I mean Jesus said to lose the ego?! That Jesus from the bible who ran around saying he was God?
That depends if you make it weird. I mean do you Invite the ladies over and then excuse yourself to be romantic, alone you and her mask? That'd be
weird.
If it's just an erotic tingeling because of the additional mystery, that'd be pretty normal.
Im not inviting any ladies over.. I dont even mean the mystery. Just aesthetically it looks good. maybe its like a post apocalyptic biker girl thing.
eyes are my favorite so thats probably why.
Well I'm the wrong person for a conversation like that. I think sure some people would look better in a burkha, but I love being as naked as possible
so...I wouldn't want that to be mandatory for aesthetical reasons, because the "wind on my nipples" just feels too good.
And in terms of sex I'm too kinky and specialised to offer an opinion.
a reply to: Peeple
we are pretty opposite in most ways.
Its just something I noticed about myself the other night.
as far as some of tptb. they are insured to be good bad guys by people like epstein and deeper handler types like Ghislaine Maxwell.. if you start
looking more into their history and all of the people monetarilly connected you can see a very very top teir group anyone who wants truth by day and
not secrets by night, would want to expose fully and eradicate indiscriminately
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I don't know what you like but Epstein and Maxwell are so far away from what I would think about if the topic is physical pleasure...
I'd say if you have to buy it, or blackmail someone to get it you're moving in the wrong direction.
I mean I guess in a relationship there's always an element of power struggle but the basis should be adoration and in general the person you're making
love with.
To types like E.& M. there can never be any fulfillment because they carry their blackholes inside them and their sexual goal is to project that on to
their... victims.
They don't want to elate they want to destroy and control. Because they're dead inside.
sex is just a way to compromise powerful people.
thats what im talking about. Trump clinton prince andrew..
it involves mossad.. obviously the us government.
clinton in a dress. :p
killing people who may turn against you is less sophisticated, as stockholm syndrome and absolute blackmail. I was trying to talk about a piece of
tptb that you are interested in.
For me are you asking me?
I like baddasses.
girls who no one could ever control.
if you think the maxwell epstein thing is about sex youve missed it. She is higher up than he was. whoever they worked for/work for.
They dont have all the power. they have all the favors they have all the killers.. but they dont have the mountain of momentum. the amplitude and
frequency are both much to high and the current is currently out of anyones control.
Human are fugging crazy lol. I love.
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