a reply to: UniFinity
Woo indeed... I've had a being sitting on my left trying to fully materialize for over an hour now.
Have you tried to mentally exhaust the mind while the body is very awake? Put one pointedness on an object and exhaust all that can be thought about
that object... from color to use etc it may take less than an hour or several depending on how creative the mind is... very good to cut out the
philosophical mind that can't relax and stfu grasping like Hanuman with 40 arms.
Eventually nothing "new" heh heh arises wink wink about the object it esentially becomes void and nothing as a mirror directly to the mind... you can
stare at emptiness any time you look at it.
Eventually all one sees becomes as that object a reflection of the void or mental quiesence... Mara is death btw the 3 daughters the 3 poisons to make
it through the bardo state of death.
All that is left is conscious awareness... nothing ever leaves, it just slowly transforms as one passes through the bardo states of heavens and
hells... as there are a myriad of worlds or bubbles quantum foam or whatever anyone wants to call it.
Take great resolve how can someone die when they are already dead? Nothing to fear as it occurs as a constant after awhile in that conscious awareness
eventually disolving into the clear light of being... one can tarry on into infinity for the sake of all beings on the Boddhisattvas path. Or renounce
the Sattva path will keep going on and on round and round cycle after cycle and eventually lead into omnipotence and full development of all siddhis
non abuse of such things is progress as they naturally manifest as fitting on their own as the kama for them arises.
No matter the many thousands of labels you recieve in all of these worlds how many followers how many promises from gods marriage offers from celetial
maidens keep going... at that point you likely will anyway, concider them all makyo as that's all it is anyway although very elaborate covering up
everything with each "new" thing no different than the "object".
When object ends in quiessence that leaves one in clear seeing... nothing to attach too, going through the rest of the senses is optional as one can
renounce any vows and enter nibbana at any time.
The more one sees the more one tries to continue on the greater and greater dispassion and renunciation grows as the makyo begins to cease being self
supported after the fruit has dropped at such a point one is already at the arhat stage and only vows are keeping them from progressing on into
nibbana... I rennounced my vows and since the pace has picked up greatly leading towards dissolution.
I chose the Kandampa path for the last stretch which means taking all world sufferings as ones own... after awhile the many gun shot wounds, hangings,
and whatever else the hungry hell beings want to do so that they too can become liberated gets so futile... as it can be aeons and it has been already
worlds after worlds some exactly alike some not but the propensities all the same.
Some paths even the direct paths can take countless life times for them to fruition... the other compassionate and empathetic forms that appear and
guide have urged that I continue on into full renuncitation and continue on in regard to all of it as a rhinocerious having done/seen enough... was
even given an extra life of an entire world system... it's been oh so many since seeing the world bounce.
Relativity time tunnels another being will help pull and push you through them for a consistency of a timeline to not harm those in one very
parallel... side stepping in one bubble into the next.
BTW no matter what you may want to hold onto after awhile it will be sure to see it as a futility... the path itself takes over after awhile. Those
you love or are attached too will be the very ones torturing you so you detach and progress whether that is so they can too out of whatever reasonings
are moot or if so you can who can say... as it edges more and more into a moot futility pointing and pointing and pointing from the lowest hells to
the highest hells... sometimes packed as tight as sardines with those materializing, just do not attach and that system of makyo can't grab you into
that existence... and the kama of those beings handle everything as it arises and passes.
Clear seeing is important to avoid the confusion that can arise from these multiple manifesting realities that are thought created by others. But when
is it not that already? Except when oneself was doing it too in such unawareness...
It's all woo, woo is always occuring not seeing that is the wooiest of the woo... eventually the urge to turn back to the mundane the same as many at
their first peek behind the curtian have. How's that for a craving? It's so much like that character that was: hey take me out of the matrix already
where's that pill... just because others attachment to which you have no attachment becomes so strong the empathy and compassion one has can become a
feeling of murderousness to get such away from you... like a fly on a horses ass that serves nothing but to feed it's self out of it's own
Of course that can't ever happen despite them killing you in so many other worlds in varied ways... but that oh they hurt me they abused me etc gets
really old when you start hearing them saying it in the minds eye knowing they died but they dont know that, and then hearing them pray selling douls
and anything else is such desperation... and you just want away from them.
It's like being buried in a family cemetary against one's will and they are your neighbors for all eternity and you'd anhilate them in an instant if
you weren't aware it would immediately lead to rebirth for you not but not them... but then conscious awareness goes and the path must be started over
again and immortality relenquished.
Whatever makyo just relating things likely no one else can directly relate too... not attached so it's left in the occurances itself and well relaying