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Why, whatever do you mean my good man? Lets just say I
was very content looking down on myself and everyone
else in the room. Content and very safe, then in a wave
of glitches that seem to wash over me and pull me down.
Boom, it was over. i'll never forget it and I have no fear
of death. It felt so familiar, I guess would be the word.
"The Great Release",
Humans are not logical at all...We hurt ourself and others that we love, we almost never do the "right" thing, we crave things like handbags because there is a name on it, explain that.
We do things that are dangerous, we can even have this conversation. What if there wasn`t an afterlive, how wierd of us to come up with this strange cosept then...
We dont fit in in this world. And people who do, live in an illusion created by humans.
Even though my life seems Perfect for some, i feel that i dont belonge here. I hate the feeling, and sometime i wish i would die and never wake up so i diddent have to deal with this world again and again with all the mindless sheeps. But then again, i belive there is a plan, and that i have to stay so i can do whatever i was meant to do....
Seems odd to also make note that we almost use an identical moniker
for this phenomena. I often even within these boards call it, " The Great Mystery".
Of which we all must solve on our own. Some are given clues, others find them
because they do not sit idle. They venture out and make themselves available, to
the clues that can never be found in fear or safety." For the Devil dreams on an
idle horse ". I love life with a vikings heart, but will embrace death as a servant,
who awaits the arrival of his master. I will greet him with loyalty and good cheer
I've never read any books
As I said I was on a journey looking for the actual truth. I'm still on that journey but I now know that I don't have to dive headlong with blind faith, but rather the burden of proof is on those making the claim. So yeah, the skeptics chair is pretty comfy, is cushioned by uncertainty and doubt and follows wherever the actual evidence leads.
Sometimes we get only tidbits of information and once we find a similiar individual who pushes that tidbit forward, do we as individuals move forward with the idea/thought that has been found in that gloable concious network.
What if you don't care for uniting with a Source? Even if one did have all they could garner from human experience through going through a hellish cycle of having yourself erased and having your individual human experiences belittled by having them ripped away and replaced with new ones ad nauseum... making the actual human experience wholly artificial and meaningless what then if you would rather not exist than exist as a bland boring monster of a human experience parasite in a sea of other bland boring human experience parasites?
Even though my life seems Perfect for some, i feel that i dont belonge here. I hate the feeling, and sometime i wish i would die and never wake up so i diddent have to deal with this world again and again with all the mindless sheeps. But then again, i belive there is a plan, and that i have to stay so i can do whatever i was meant to do....
Thank you for the thread
Titen-Sxull
reply to post by PhotonEffect
I've never read any books but here's a brief history of things I've explored:
OP knocked this one in to the next nearest stadium IMO.
It seems to me that moving forward has to be a decision based on the
individuals own collective information chosen to retain. According to
what is significant, of importance or desired or is tasteful to them.
Not quite sure how the OP did that, but....I'm glad you're enjoying the thread!!
BTW. I am going to read those books as soon as possible.
Funny, and funnily enough, the more I read, the more that movie strikes me as legit.
Well, I can't speak for Randy.