DAY 26: 11:45 AM till 2:20pm
There were a lot of farmer plates today. Justin drove by this Time so I through him the two fingers above my head to show him I see him. There was a
young lady walking towards me and this made her smile.
When you open your mind, spirituality becomes a part of you. The knowledge and existence of God and all the glory associated with and how you, each
individual express such perceived glory in what you believe in. What you perpetrate in your life. Love (positive, true) or Hate (negative, false) and
the neutrality that exist (ie. the uneducated heard caught in the middle and fought over by the opposing forces of Love and Hate)
I had a conversation with God through a squirrel. Yes that’s right, me Mr. Doctor Dolittle, the Rex Harrison version let us not insult good movies
here. Put it this way, it is not hard to “read” peoples mind when you observe their actions. The eyes will never lie and are the gateway to the
soul. When one person’s actions contradict their words, well, interpret their desires and intentions.
I’m trying to keep this complex situation of showing you how my life works so that you may be able to fine tune yourself, adapt to your
surroundings, and evolve into what these few elitist have tried to deconstruct from the beginning to separate themselves from you to control you, to
become GODS themselves.
So as I was standing on the sidewalk, this squirrel ran from a tree behind me to one that was to the right of me but it stopped short of climbing it
which brought it to my attention. As it stopped and wiggled its head. I was invited back for a deeper conversation.
So it ran to the tree behind me and I followed walking backwards until I was under the same tree.
This conversation was about Love and the women, rather woman I desire to have in my life. I was given a sign to remind me of her and to think about my
reality and the sub sequential choice (s) I must make.
You personally would have to be there to attest to the squirrel’s movements that coincide with the conversation that was taking place in my head to
understand the relativity of how Life speaks to each individual through signs. When one truly opens up their heart and mind you will be aware of the
language of Life that communicates to each individual specifically. Opening your pineal gland is a must.
So I walked to where I was before this little conversation because what you must comprehend is that the women I desire to be with, the future that I
saw that involved her, has no business living in the real world. It rests in my imagination and fantasy. Although in the spiritual realm I like to
believe this person does communicate with me through meditation. It has no business in reality because at the Time, she did not want what I wanted and
it tortured me just to be around her and having to be just her friend.
So under this other tree while debating whether it should be me who , once again, tries to bring her back into my life, facing that fear of rejection
again and again, I came to the conclusion that this is what I am trying to accomplish by proving the majority of those out there, unawake, wrong. That
what I am doing is changing other people’s perception of reality. It is the responsibility of those around me or not, who need to change my
perspective of how they perceive the world now.
To which my little buddy cam racing back to the tree I was now under. Climbed up on a branch, bobbed his head back and forth, which happened in the
previous conversation. I smiled and I laughed and eventually the squirrel took off running. Not soon after an osprey flying low, started circling
around the church I stand beside and made it way ever higher and eventually glided away.
This is not the first Time I have had experiences like this but what does it mean? Especially when it pertains to my Love life (wife/mother of our
children) because it will take a certain type of women to be the queen of my world. I have always been confident enough in my belief that I deserved
the best from all that Life and Love has to offer. There will only be one woman who will be my wife but the big question is who is that going to
Having said that I have always known exactly what I was looking for and WHEN I found it, at that Time, I was not good enough for it or her. At this
current juncture what has changed or better yet what needs to be changed and by whom?
I have an appointment tomorrow at 2:30 pm so I will have to cut short standing outside and I will be visiting a family friend on Thursday and Sunday I
should be in Toronto so I will not be out on the streets as much but pumping as much information on FB for you to educate yourself on.
edit on 23-7-2013 by whatzshaken because: (no reason given)