So this night I had a very vivid series of dreams, No lucidity, just very vivid (I often have those, but this time I can remember pretty much
There was one scene to which I attribute some deeper more important meaning, but I'm having trouble interpreting it.
Here's some quick real life facts that might have signifiance to the scene:
- I'm 33 years old with a steady job.
- My mother lives in Norway and is married to a kind norwegian man. They have always been helpful to me.
- I live with my girlfriend, we have two kids; a boy 2 and a girl 7. The girl is not mine by blood.... and we have a bit of a strained
- I have just last week decided to actively find a new workplace as I feel I'm being held back that the place I'm at right now... maybe I feel
somewhat overseen, as jobs I want to do are given to inferior employees in my opinion.
Therefore I also asked my employer for a letter of recommandation, to which he of course was curious.
- I might recently or for a while have been projecting my bitterness over feeling underachieved to my surroundings...
Anyways, here's the dream scene.
I was walking to get something, can't remember what it was, but it was located down a valley sort of thing across a small stream. Down by the stream
there were some kids playing.
Suddenly my path was blocked a bit by what turned out to be a scaffolding kind of structure I was standing on. Next to me a young girl appeared... I
got the feeling I had to protect her or help her. Maybe she wanted to go down there as well.
But as we are about to climb down, I see a badger standing a few levels below us. It sees us, and starts jumping wildly at us, attacking ferociously.
I keep it at bay by kicking it in the face. It starts weakening by continues its attacks.
Then a norwegian / swedish man appears and as I give it the last kick which flips the badger over my head and up where I came from originally the man
gives it push, and puts two shrubberies of pine wood into the opening to the path and says " that will keep it away....".
We all climb down to the ground and as I move away from the scaffolding he says "you better tell someone to fix that thing... it's not strong enough,
it will fall apart".
I look back where he's pointing at and now realise that what we were climbing down off was wooden ladder kind of thing.... you know like those flowers
will grow up against, only this one was larger and more sturdy. I gained a sort of zoom and noticed that the nails holding the thing together was
rusting and I though to myself "well.. he's right..."
Then I walked on towards the thing I was aiming for and the scene changed.
When I read about badgers the only info I can find is that it could represent a stubborn nature of one self, or that it could symbolise the victory
over a "foe", but I can't really find a way to interpret this dream... and I want to
It stills hangs vividly in my mind as I write this here 2
hours after I woke up.
Hope there's some of you guys who can light the way a bit....
edit on 4/3/13 by flice because: (no reason given)