Originally posted by thedoctorswife
reply to post by Sly1one
Ive always felt like im a different race from my peers. I can remember in my late teens being dragged out to nightclubs by "friends", and not having any clue how people could be enjoying being packed into dark, hot, expensive hellholes incapable of holding a conversation also Ive never understand the human desire for the aquisition of material wealth.
its horrible and difficult "being different". I want our time to come, i want my world/life back. Does that make sense??
Oh dear, this sounds exactly like me! I was also dragged to a night club once, and felt like an alien dropped on the planet of the weird. I was sitting there in my chair, trying to become invisible, and feeling all the while like a little white bowl of green jello on the buffet line... everybody passes by and looks at you funny, then goes on. Honestly, I was scared to death with those crazy people milling around! It's just not my type of environment.
I too have been waiting on something, feeling like I was supposed to do something, but never quite sure what that was. Since I started meditating a few years ago and learning how to pick up on energy, I feel like I'm moving toward what I'm supposed to be doing. In learning about myself and whatever "gifts" I may have, I feel like I'm finding my peeps, so to speak. Every time I find a new thread to read on here, I feel like I'm inching towards home. It's such a thrill to find people who understand what it is to think freely, and exchange ideas without becoming militant. I love this place!!!