posted on Oct, 25 2011 @ 07:17 AM
I too have had some odd/strange experiences. For about 20 years of my life all I have wanted to do is make lots of money, run my own business, fast
cars etc etc. Then one day I woke upto not wanting any of that. I now have no ambitions, dreams, hopes or goals. I feel like an empty vessel going
from one day to the next. My daily life hasn't changed - Job, Home, Car, Holidays etc. When I watch programmes on tv of people who make vast amounts
of money I feel repelled by the fact, like as though I'm having it rubbed in my face. I feel like I'm sat on the train platform with my bags packed
waiting for the train to come in. With no idea when that will be, but my overwhelming feeling is just waiting.
It's almost as though the world is waiting to be hit by a huge inter galactic wrecking ball, and we have to brace ourselves.