Is something new trying to enter our lives?, page 1
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Topic started on 20-10-2011 @ 02:23 PM by shansen
I'm writing this on ATS because it's the only place I feel it will fit into. There are similar threads here, but each of them are describing the thoughts of an individual, a certain person, who feels the things in her/his own way, thus, interpreting them accordingly.
Since few months ago, I started to feel something. Well, could be the little man on my shoulder whispering in my ear. Of course, this IS a joke.
However, it started, as I said, few months ago... three, four or something like that. It's something deep, almost unnoticeable at a first glance but it is definitely there and, in time, it grew. It grew not to the level of being a certain thing like pain or discomfort but it grew.
Now, before thinking "Oh, this is another fear-monger or deranged guy! Get a life, f.f.s.!", please, hear me out.

I am 43, father of one, 15 years husband, computer programmer and skydiving instructor. I am an educated man, with a very clear sight on life - at least, that's what I like to think.
I am crazy in reasonable limits, but who the hell is completely sane, after all?
Anyway, before telling you the things I want to tell, one more thing: as skydiving instructor, it's my obligation to attend regular medical checking for obvious reasons. I have no health problems at all; last time when I checked it turned out that I am a healthy adult male.

Now, into the rabbit's hole.

I live in Romania; for those of you who don't know, it's a Easter European former communist country, East from Hungary, West from the Black Sea. I'm not going into details about the country itself because it's not relevant in this context.
However, there is one thing I must tell you: Romanians are fatalist people; most of their thoughts are not what you could call "good thoughts". Being exploited way beyond their limits since the day our King, Michael the First, was forced by the Russians and Jews communists to leave the throne in 1945, the Romanian people became a pathological pessimistic one, not trusting anybody, being convinced that the future will only bring chaos, poverty and desperation, no matter who would rule the country.
That's enough information for now; I hope I was able to create you an image.

Since 1945 to 1989, the communists ruled the country. Not ruled, raped might be the proper word. Again, I'm not going into details about this, but if you want to find out more, google "ceausescu regime" and you'll see what I'm talking about.
In December 1989, there was a REVOLUTION in the whole country.
Well, at least that's how it was called then. The communist regime was overthrown-ed. It wasn't a peaceful thing; hundreds and hundreds of people died shot by the government's forces, assassinated by infiltrated agents, killed by obscure forces which are yet to be discovered even now. Well, they were but not "officially", so nobody was punished for the crimes that took place back then.
But it's something else I want to talk about. This long - too long - intro was necessary to create the proper image for the things I want to tell you about.

The revolution in 1989 started effectively on December 15.
However, LONG BEFORE THAT, there was a certain "something" in the air. Something without name, without a face, without a body, like a huge static charge floating above, filling people with inner vibrations and making everyone sure about something which is definitely going to happen. And it happened. It happened suddenly, when nobody could expect.
I can recall the tension in the air long before the date of December 15th; we were looking at each other without words, with hope and fear in our eyes; until then, the people were making subversive jokes about the regime but they suddenly stopped, like it was an order propagated along the thoughts' matrix. If I could describe the whole climate those days, I could say: SILENCE, WAITING, TENSION. Think about a whole country in this state and you'll figure why I have goosebumps writing this, even now, after so many years.

Let's get back to the present days.
Something is happening, again. I can see it on almost everyone's face, moves and words. People became suddenly more and more strenuous, nervous and agitated in a very silent manner - like a small animal in the corner of it's cage, trembling and shivering inside. Usually, the people are pretty aggressive here but lately they aren't the same. Generally speaking, is like a huge energy is building somewhere, inside of something, growing to the point where it will erupt... but how? And when? Because, you see, I'm 110% convinced that there isn't a matter of IF, but of WHEN.
I'm looking around me and sometimes, the tension is so dense that it almost can be touched. There's a low, very low vibration, somewhere: maybe in the air, maybe in the sky, maybe into the ground or, maybe, in our collective EGO, as a whole.
Sometimes I can perceive it like erasing every border and every obstacle, connecting every single people around the World, a huge SOMETHING.
I don't know what it is. Maybe it's nothing. Maybe I'm a nut - probably. But it's the second time I am feeling this.
I have been talking to my friends, my relatives, my family. Most of them told me that they know what I am talking about because they can feel it too. Some of them don't. But they know I'm a wacko sometimes, ha-ha!

As I told you, it's the second time I feel like this. I am looking around, seeing the familiar places and faces but they are somehow changed. It's them and yet, they're different but I am unable to explain which way they're different.

Is there something in the making? Is something coming to us? Are we going somewhere and we're not able yet to figure where? Is the Earth itself sending us a message? I don't know. I'm not scared, but I'm impatient. I can't wait to see if something will happen and what. Are we on the verge of fundamental changes? I don't know.

Or maybe I'm just completely nuts? I have a full life, a happy family, many friends but I feel like something new and huge is just trying to enter our lives. What could it be...?

I'm not running for flags and stars, no. If the mods think this kind of a thread is one too many, delete it. If you think I'm nuts, I know that I am. But if you're experiencing something similar, I would like to know how you manage it, keep it under control and, maybe, what do you think it is and why.

I hope I was able to make my point in a decent understandable manner; English isn't my native language so if there are some errors in the sentences, please, bear with me.

I really appreciate the time you spent reading this and if you think your time was lost for nothing, I'm sorry, honestly.

Good thoughts for all of you.

S.A.
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reply posted on 20-10-2011 @ 02:47 PM by AzureSky
I feel it too my friend, i think everyone is starting to feel it. I dont know how to explain it either, just this underlying energy connecting people. I feel it, there is this 'tense' feeling, wherever i go. I am from Nova Scotia, Canada, I am inclined to believe through various research that we are on the cusp of a global awakening. And do you see it now?

Case in point, the #Occupy movement. It is bringing awareness, and bringing knowledge to the table, and more and more people are becoming more aware of whats happening around us. I am glad for that, I like to read 'channeled' messages from SaLuSa, and some other ones, unsure of their trueness, but a good read if you have time. galacticmessages.com i think is what it is, it might seem farfetches. But with an infinite universe, comes infinite possibilities.

We as a species are connected, it's probably at the quantum level, something we can't see. But as more of us feel this 'tension' more people will realize this tension as well. Tensions are rising, a paradigm shift is upon us. And it needs to happen. If you feel threatened though, please get your wife and children to safety,
Good luck my friend, Much love. We are all connected, We are all brothers and sisters. Together, as a whole, we -can- make a difference.

Watch this video, it is very enlightening. It is the mayan calendar, but it is the calendar of our evolution as a species, it explains the waves of conciousness (or levels), and it is only 15 minutes long. Worth the watch. Could explain some things for you, if you believe the maya were correct.

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reply posted on 20-10-2011 @ 03:01 PM by 5senses
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Right on Shansen. I know EXACTLY what you are talking about/feeling.
So, we wait while getting on with our lives and living them to the full everyday. Consciously, lovingly, thankfully.


reply posted on 20-10-2011 @ 03:03 PM by Praetorius
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I don't think you're crazy. Then again, I've also known I myself am crazy for quite some time, so maybe it's all of us.

It definitely seems to be getting more noticeable, but I've been feeling this way for quite a long time and just expecting the increase. Couple this with all the fun 2012 stuff, Kurzweil (I believe) saying we'll either be the last generation to die or the first to live forever, scientists predicting our extinction within a century, and all the various geophysical changes occurring naturally and those as a result of our mishandling, and I absolutely believe we're on the cusp of a very large and fundamental change - what, exactly, only time will tell, but with what I smell in the air and read in my faith (christian), I've got my expectations.

Exciting times. Whatever happens, know now that I love you all and hope we come through whatever happens as well as possible.


reply posted on 20-10-2011 @ 03:17 PM by 1ofmany
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Bravo Shansen! very well written,you are on the right wave together with the rest of us,i guess quite a few pple feel the same thing as u do!...si eu astept cu nerabdare schimbarea..


reply posted on 20-10-2011 @ 03:18 PM by XLR8R
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I do understand what your talking about. My perseption of it is like this. It's as if people are expecting something with out knowing the what, the were or the how. To me it's as if the flight or fight responce isn't quite engaged yet. Like meeting a strange dog. It's comming towards you slowly with it's head down with it's eyes fixed on you. Is it rabid or just timid. Does this make any sence?
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