posted on Sep, 26 2011 @ 01:03 AM
Ok. I don’t believe in this stuff, in fact I was taught not to, I was born to a Christian family I grew up rough often with a THIS IS SPARTA
personality but perhaps that’s another story. Regardless I do remember something and may have been a dream; you see im very skeptical... I don’t
want to believe in the fantastic, but perhaps my life, at least to me has been fantastic. I’m not a sensualist, and I really hate drama and bull
Sh**, I remember standing in front of some entity, perhaps deity, and being questioned about my past choices, now I remember nothing before this
conversation but I feel that the resolution to the question of life could only be resolved by another life, I was shown how I would live who I would
be, and given a choice, and I remember choosing to live again. Then I remember waking up, my first memory is when I was two, my mother my father (who
both had severe alcoholism at them time) me and brother. We are in an apartment building in Philadelphia in the ghetto, they sit my brother and me at
a candle lit table, my mom, with tears in her eyes, and she explains to us that they will never drink again and go out, and leave us in the apartment
alone at night. Then we are put to bed, that night my brother two years older than me, wakes me up. I see a strange entity in the room when he wakes
me up. He then carries me to my parent’s room, he tells me they left. Then he carries me outside takes me down a flight of stairs and up another. To
our next door apartment, he knocks, a women opens the door sees us, he tells her mommy and daddy left again. I think she was very surprised , yet she
understood, she lets us in, and we waited for my parents to come home, I remember seeing there brown beet up Subaru pull up, my brother excitedly
yelled,"thats them". That’s my earliest memory, my parents since have been sober for twenty five years. Regardless, the memory I have of choosing
my future life seems to have come before, however it could have been an early dream, as I talked to my mom about choosing to live, when I was young. I
have to ask my self how I could have even known of the concept of reincarnation to have such a dream. Ill never know, and maybe ill only know once I
cross that point again...