Originally posted by antar
reply to post by Jesus H Christ
I have to say, that you need to clarify your statements because my Mom and I were closer than most, she was young and beautiful, talented and
creative, sophistocated and highly highly Spiritual. She is well respected and remembered with highest reguard from all that knew her.
She was very respected in the UFO, Healing , Naturopathic, and Spiritual fields.
Yes she and I got along like sisters most of the time and we could fight like noones business, she pulled some low blows on me and I her over the
years, but I have no residual problems from my Mom.
Her name was Shakura, ask around about her in Higher circles, real higher circles. At best I am just her daughter in this life...
Was Shakura her birth name? Or did she take that name on for herself?
She was respected in UFO fields. Was she an abductee?
What do you mean by "real higher circles" exactly?
There seems to be a highly "cryptic" nature in your posts which adds to the sense of "unbelievability" in your story. Again, I am not saying that
your story is untrue, only questioning why you appear to avoid being straight forward.
This is one of the problems with many "mystical" types. It is almost as if they are trying to convince themselves of the reality of their
experiences, like any doubt, whatsoever will rob them of those experiences.
Speaking for myself when I first became aware of the existence of G-d, I was afraid of the consequences of His non-existence. I had real experiences
in hearing His voice, and dealings with demons, but I found myself exaggerating them as time went on. I had friends who "came along for the ride",
who had similar experiences, and of them, some are now in psych wards, while others probably should be.
It wasn't until years later that I came into relationship with G-d. Although I had been attending church for many years, even serving in ministry, I
had never truly considered my sinfulness, in the light of His word. What I called a "white lie", was "false witness" to Him. My anger was as
murder, my lustful looks were as adultery. Until I came to realise that Yeshua died for me; because I was guilty, and needed forgiveness, I had no
access to Him, or His truth.
Now that I have found myself having experiences, I have no need to sensationalise them. I tend to lean toward having a "skepticism" of sorts,
because He is not one who is so insecure as to need me to be His "spin doctor". His Word says, "G-d that made the world and all things therein,
seeing that he is Lord of heaven and earth, dwelleth not in temples made with hands; Neither is worshipped with men's hands, as though he needed any
thing, seeing he giveth to all life, and breath, and all things". I trust His faithfulness to fulfill what He said He would do, and when it appears
that He has failed me, a brief wait will expose that I have gotten it wrong (even if "brief" means "years").
Yes there is a very real "existence of evil" that walks amongst us, however be assured that not all evil appears to be "evil", just as not
everything that, on first inspection, appears to be dark, is in fact, evil.