posted on Sep, 3 2005 @ 07:24 PM
i was dosin off and on this morning between 1am and 4am i guess and i was constantly hitting that point right before you go to sleep and everytime i
hit it, i would try to get out of my body. the first time i didnt consciously will it, it just happened and i knew what was going on, so i proceeded
with trying to get out. it felt like gravity was ten times the normal and the resistance was ruff. i was sleeping on my right side, with my eye
pressed into the pillow. so when i was getting out for some reason i couldnt see with my right eye, but i knew i was out and my body was laying down,
because i was looking around with my left. the view was good, but not as clear as within my "body". the other times i felt my body go into that mode
where i felt paralized and i couldnt hear anything. thats when i would start telling myself to move, but not move my body. then i would gradually
start pulling myself out. the resistance was annoying and hard to get by. i literally seemed to be straining to get out of my body, as if i was
physically straining my muscles, but at the same time i knew i wasnt imagining things and having a dream, because i could see my room, the girl next
to me(Sssshh) and myself. so i figured i was trying to get out. anyways, something odd came to my mind after the first time i did it.
the thought of" pull from the heart" kept going into my head and i cant describe it accurately,but the technique worked, and everytime that night
when my body went into that trance mode, i would follow those directions and this morning was the first time ive calmly tried pulling my own self out
of my body.
the experience was wonderful, but the biggest deal to me was going back into your body. you literally feel yourself floating back into your body and
reconnecting, it was surreal. makes you start thinking, well damn, if this is the soul, then there is much to do in this world and many others,
because this obvioulsy probably isnt even the tip of the ice berg.
from now on, im going to practice every night, because i feel that this didnt just randomly come to me. after all this time, and as ive been searching
for a deeper power within myself lately. i think this is a new start, and i should run with it. in the crazy world we live in. ill take anything that
can help me protect myself or get by the day better.
i was also extremely burntout later that day. i woke up okay after a final nap before waking up a close to ten i think, but at about twelve i just
felt like a blob. i was curious if trying to get out of my body all morning, drained me.
the pull from your heart quote that was weirdly thrown into my head, and the entrance back into my body has to be one of the coolest experiences ive
had to date. other than willing out a candle flame.