*continued from above:
I can't remember exactly how I got to a door and outside but I did. There was like a taxi waiting for me. I got in and asked the guy to take me to a
guru/seer/wise one, i can't remember my exact words. He replied "he's expecting you". We started driving and I thought to myself.. this is taking
too long, i have a history of astral trips that are cut short. I motioned my hands and tried to make my mind speed up time a little, to which I think
I did slightly. I ended up "waking up".. I was back in my astral body in bed. I think my physical body had this urge to blink.. yeah.. blink, and
made me lose the scene each time... I even tried to imagine I was back there but it didn't work, it didn't put me back. But I was in luck since I
was still aware of my astral body in this place... i was able to vibrate again and pry myself out, (it gets easier if you do it more then once
during the same projection.) I was in the castle, got out to the taxi again but this time I said ta hell with this. I just got up and flew over the
town and within seconds I saw a building that I just knew was the one where I was going. I landed by the front door. Now this part is funny and i
think is a credit to my class. For some reason, even though its astral, I really had to take a crap, and so I did, right in the small garden by the
door.. i really had to go, I was starting to crap my boxers (all I was wearing, my look always reflects how I look in bed, messy hair and everything,
only the eyes are different).. so I come in the door, half just pulling my boxers up, which I think these people notice. There was a fancy party going
on. I walked up to this guy who I just knew was the one I was looking for, he was wearing fancy clothes like everyone else, he looked a bit arabic and
was sitting in sort of a mini shrine, there were rugs and whatnot. He looked at me like I was a dirty vagrant, apprently not welcome there. He said
that he was the one looking for me, likewise I was looking for him. We started talking, but it was very brief. He opened up the conversation by
voicing his un-appreciation of humans. I think he thinks we're chaotic, stupid, out of control that is, not efficient for our purpose. (hey man
don't bash the design, its the consciousness using it). I was pretty dissapointed, I should have remained calm but I was pretty straight forward, as
if driven by a cause, I think its more like an ego that got out of control, either way.. i wouldn't mind hearing what more he had to say, though he
seems like a manipulator.. I responded that humans have free will, and they are part of spirit.. to me (perhaps biased), humans seemed divine. He
said he dissagrees and went on to say that he thinks there are some things seperate from spirit. I thought to myself, how could that be if spirit is
the entireity? I became angry and yelled "Your a satanist".. to which he was offended. I waved my hand and put up a shield (sphere or pyramid) of
white light around me. My first instinct was this guy was a manipulator, not so wise and full of light as I expected, though he did give me this look
of disgust when he saw me.
The guy then teleported me, I was back in the castle in this room, there was chains/shackles hanging down and blood all over the floor. And I heard a
voice like "look what you humans have done / do to each other".. something like that. The ugly ambient music was back, and I started exploring this
room, walking up the winding stairs, then came back down and went down some long winding stairs in another room. I saw some people waking around,
there might have been a couple dead ones. The angry voice came again and said "This is where women like your mother were raped".. At no point did I
think (wow this guy is so right, we are terrible).. whatever I saw didn't phase me. Its like I had no oppinion on the matter, i was just focused on
walking around.. I reached a door and opened it, and as I was entering another room, my body "blinked" again, and so it pulled me back. The urge
came over me to open my eyes right up and move a little bit and that was enough to wake me fully this time. I knew it would be difficult to get back
now but I better try and remember what happened and write it down instead before I lose it.
Waking up I'm kind of curious what more that guy had to say but I'm not too saddened as I think it wouldn't have been too enlightened. I just wish
I reserved myselt a little more, but perhaps exposing that guy is what I was there to do, or to face that lower realm in general. All in all I'd say
it was pretty interesting, I wouldn't mind goin back.