Cindy - I have a question maybe you can answer.

When I was very young - I used to slide up my wall - and "fly". I don't remember a lot - I was only about 5 or 6. I do remember flying over the neighborhood and seeing my friends asleep in their beds.

But - I would go to this Gray place. I can only describe it as how it might feel to be in the womb. It was very dense & safe. The two things I remember are: 1. All encompassing unconditional Love. 2. Voices. It was like being plugged into the worlds switchboard.

What is that place?

Man... I just went outside in the forest and started meditating and then afterwards I just started hugging trees... I even kissed some... it felt good.

I also was out with my 4 dogs. Usually I would seperate myself from the herd and act as leader or something. Pretty much just walking and not paying any attention to what the dogs were doing. But today I became one of the herd. It was fun. I started to pay alot of attention to the dogs and instead of leading the dogs, I started to follow them. We climbed a big ass rock cliff and sniffed through all sorts of weird stuff. I cant believe what I was missing. That was fun. I usually would just walk the same old path and just think about stupid BS, but today I went on an adventure in the wilderness. I came across all sorts of stuff. Dogs know how to have fun.

[edit on 18-2-2009 by Wisen Heimer]

Yes I think so. It does get a bit more complicated though.

A Wiccan psychic told me I was supposed to be a Sid's baby or leave at a young age. That my birth soul wanted to experience the physical world - but was too sensitive to remain here. Which is why I may have needed the encounter with the tall man in an astral state.

Much later in life - about 5 years ago - a psychic told me - I had a Pleiadian walk-in when I had an accident at age 16. This was a complete stranger - - but yes I did have an accident at age 16.

The original birth soul/energy - who was never meant to stay here until completion left - and the Pleiadian walk-in took over.

Seriously - - I am not a psychic junkie. I've only talked to about 5 in my whole life.

I know - its a weird story. I can only relate my experiences as I know them.

Originally posted by the seeker_713g
I really do not have a plausible reason for the ever increasing number of people that are becoming aware that there is so much more to our world and slice of reality than is normally acknowledged;

my personal jump in awareness, the dawning realization that things were not as they seemed and perhaps there was a lot more than what the MSM and the PTB were shoveling, started after recovering from a Pulmonary embolism in 2000;

ever since then I have noticed an underlying edge to most people I encounter, the feeling that they view reality thru a glass darkly.
yet I meet more and more individuals that are not content with the staus quo, seeing for themselves that things just don't add up.

I have always had a fascination with ufo's and outer space since the days of my childhood watching Star Trek, and have read any and all materials available for the last 4 decades.

I hope that all will share their own personal moments of 'awakening' with the rest of us, and the changes in their everyday experience since then for comparison, for the urge to move away from populated areas and the electric techno-polluted cities and urban areas steadily grows for me.

An old cabin with a creek, candles, and an outhouse sounds good these days.

seeker

hey this is so true. Just recently I really have noticed a huge difference in the way i think. Alien species are truly plausible and they are out there. I truly believe this. Also, now I realize just how terrible humanity is. I mean if you think about it, WHY ARE WE DOING THIS?? Why is there war? Why?? Name one good reason. Why cant we all just get along? The government has too much power in my opinion too.

It is quite clear to me now that we are being denied the information we deserve such as astonishing new technology and the existence of extraterrestrials. All my friends think Im crazy but they havent awakened yet. They are all to concerned about "being cool" in highschool. I dont even care about that anymore. Who needs to be cool when we could be pushing extraterrestrial disclosure?

hmmm... you know, I think I am only somewhat "awakened" because I spent most of my life in complete isolation. I mean practically. I was a huge loner for a large portion of my life and didnt really socialize with alot of people. I was sort of on the outside looking in.

I remember though, when I was with people, I would feel alot of pressure to be insensitive. Sort of like I was afraid to have or show my feelings which are my true self. I also felt that it was "gay" and looked down on. I was ashamed of myself. I remember actually wanting to have no emotions and actually wanting to be like a zombie.

But after awhile I started to realize that if I listened and displayed those emotions, they would sort of act like a guide and were truly there to help me. And also that I was way better off not trying to be like anyone other than myself, which was someone I had alwaysed wanted to be.

So there is alot of peer pressure from friends as well as the entire society to be asleep and to remain asleep. Truly, it is frightening.

But I do not want to isolate myself further from everyone. I actually really like people and when I saw myself in them, they showed me who I was. If had never opened up to people I would still be a hallow shell of a man.

[edit on 19-2-2009 by Wisen Heimer]

A very wise - thoughtful - intelligent post Wisen Heimer. You're definitely "one of us".

That isolation feeling seems to be quite common amongst us. Have you ever seen the movie Witch Mountain? When I saw that movie it was like a weight lifted off me. I knew then that there are others like me - others who understand - I just had to find them.

I wish there was some kind of emblem - like the cross for Christians - we could wear.

I wear a Star Goddess pendant and a 7-star pendant. But - alas I am still waiting for someone to connect with me because of them.

(they are remaking Witch Mountain - hopefully whoever is doing it understands the significance of the isolation - otherwise it will be just another movie.)



[edit on 19-2-2009 by Annee]

Originally posted by napayshni57

After your accident and recovery did anyone mention you seemed changed some how?

Did you feel different inside?

Do I take it all past memories of your life had been retained and the walk in new about them?

I've often heard people after life threatening illnesses or accidents say it was a life changing thing they feel like a different person inside..did you feel anything like this?

Did your gifts you have seem more enhanced after this when you were sixteen?

Sorry if it seems I'm being nosey and asking so many questions but I learn by asking questions. I'd rather ask someone thats experienced something than go read things wrote by people that are just guessing and haven't lived the experience.

Oh no - - ask away - Please. Don't let my somewhat clinical blunt posting style scare you off. I use it as kind of a protective wall.

I did change.

As a child I was hyper sensitive - - really abnormal - - borderline autistic. Simply - I was from another world.

After the accident ( it was not that big of an accident) - I had a much stronger character - was less emotional - and not quite as sensitive. It wasn't a major "black & white" change - it was subtle.

Everything else was the same - memories - etc.

IMO - - my "gifts" were taken away from me or rather blocked when I was a young child - - to protect me.

I have had some experiences and premonitions - - but primarily I am an Empath. I am greatly affected by energy.

The accident happened when I was 16. I was about 55 when the psychic told me about being a Pleiadian Walk-In. It was kind of funny - cuz she was uneasy about telling me. She first asked permission and asked if I was open to something that might come off as strange. And then I just knew before she even said it.

Originally posted by napayshni57

In your researching these pleidian walkins did you ever find where they can walk in and out of people?

I guess what I'm asking is once they walk into someone do they stay in that person or can they use that person for a time and then walk out?

If you have could that be a walk in walking in and out?

I don't really research.

I am guided from outside my physical body - or so it feels like. I have always sensed 3 main energy guides and more during times of confusion and/or stress.

These guides tell me to only listen to them. If I do read something - it goes through them - then back to me. They kind of filter it - saying "yes to this - no to that".

One thing that always amuses me are those who say they know their guides name (not that its wrong - we are all different). My "guys" (as I call them) - say - there is no need for names. As you use "energy thought exchange" (telepathy) - you know who you are - there is no need for names. I suppose if I felt the need for an emotional personal connection - I'd want names - but I don't feel that way. I feel it is more like a business connection.

Anyway - - as I believe ALL is energy - consciousness is energy evolved. Everything is an energy creation of thought. Physical is a creation. Anything is possible.

Physical is an experience for an energy being. Like a Toy without its battery - - a physical body can not function without a soul (energy being). So the physical body must host at least one energy being. I don't know what the process involves - but I suppose you could have more then one - - or several exchanges - - until you get one that fits the purpose of that physical creation experience.

Hope that isn't confusing. I tried to make it as simple as possible - - and detailed at the same time.

I think there is need for human 'blockage' when communicating with friends so to speak because if we all spoke about these types of things 24/7 we would get on each others nerves and think each other is crazy. Opening your mind is great but don't fall too deep , there is a time and a place for enlightenment and its not rushed.

Originally posted by nasacarl
I think there is need for human 'blockage' when communicating with friends so to speak because if we all spoke about these types of things 24/7 we would get on each others nerves and think each other is crazy. Opening your mind is great but don't fall too deep , there is a time and a place for enlightenment and its not rushed.

no, it can't be rushed or controlled, friend, it just happens; but you will also find that as those around you go thru it as you do that there is much that can be said and conveyed with very little words;

once it is done, for the most part, it becomes such a normal part of everything that it has no need for extended or prolonged discussion.

thanks for sharing with us.

Psi as a method of advanced communication for advanced ets is described much as Annee says with her guides saying there is no need for names. I recall an experiencer sharing that. As well, many who experience greys think they are "cool", I found nordics "cooler" but the answer came that indeed, when psi races communicate its much faster, and multi leveled imagery. With humans they really have to slow down. But, their emotions are kept on different layers and they can share this aspect of themselves naturally when they choose to, but its not a constant factor in how they communicate with each other. With greater gifts come greater responsibilities and learning to control our wayward minds will be needed.

I very rarely discuss any of this in my real life. If I'm with someone who is "in the know" - we just be who we are. There's little need for actual conversation.

Probably the only time any of this comes up in my real life - is if I am in a situation that someone will ask a question.

The hardest part for me is keeping my feet planted on earth. I have to remind myself I am in a physical world. I require - food - shelter - clothes - etc. I have almost zero interest in materialism - - and rarely cook - eating what grows naturally. (does that include beer? I do love my beer ).

Interestingly - I just started attending my local Center for Spiritual Living. Not that I felt the need for enlightenment - - but because I was withdrawing away from the world into a hermit kind of existence. I go to keep myself connected to life.