posted on Feb, 19 2009 @ 12:21 PM
The certain leaks in memories I've had with the greys in particular relay emotion and warmth towards me, and even some of the earliest fear based
memories one of the females that worked with the group of children (who knows what we were doing???) was obviously very suited for her task because I
remember her with love.
I feel monitored frequently, and on one occasion, and often that theres a mission coming up, but one night thinking over the years I felt so depressed
and somehow that I'd been lost and probably failed everyone. Couldn't sleep at all, was so very upset and discouraged. I went outside around
midnight for a smoke, and for no reason, unexplainably, my heart wamed up incredibly with a feeling of warmth, love, encouragement, and this gung ho
feeling of "you can do it" while images of greys came into my mind, as if they were waving at me.
I looked up and a slow moving star like light moved into place above me, hovered for a moment, and then blinked out.
The last siting that was a craft was last November. Though the monitoring and certain "coincidences" continue. The craft that continually came in
Sept, and then Oct, and then lastly in November was covered with a huge red light.
It was soundless and often flew along the mountains, over the country to our back, and often over our roof. My 17 year old son called me out for the
sightings usually and for one where it was being chased by a chopper along the mountainside, still slowly moving, blinking ahead whenever the chopper
gained, and then blinking out.
I saw a nordic couple in my mind, and felt pinged by them. They felt like cool scientists. In October, my son called me out, as we watched it for a
few moments, feeling pinged with the same calling card, and they flew over our roof. This time, there was a contact or connect, and I was definately
the lesser mind there, because its a strong contact with rapid ideas. I tried to tell my son to stay in, not to go out and look at the stars in the
evening, when he jumped up and said "they're back!" and we went out to see them again as well he pointed to an orb.
By November I understood because this time they showed me their feelings and yet I caught on that they were scientists, were very controlled in their
minds and over their emotions as well, but had many layers of being, with strong low lying emotions. The only way I could put it was, they were
definately in control of themselves and their feelings. And we would one day in this world, or in another,learn this as well.
[edit on 19-2-2009 by mystiq]