Hello to all my friends and fellow posters; I am back; still not up to 100%, but not smoking anymore and dealing with the blood clots everyday;
needless to say i am back here again to share and care with everyone.
O K everyone, I am actually starting to feel whole and normal again, but we have a lot of ground to cover here now and a lot of lost time to make up;
sorry it has taken me so long to return.
The power of thought with strength of will and desire are over looked by the majority of people and should be pushed to the fore front of our studies
and our efforts to help others awaken;
good thoughts bring good things and diminish negativity. Worry is the great enemy of us all, for the more your focus is on worrying the more you draw
that very thing into your life.
Focus on the positive, in daily life, and think positively about the changes in our society and our world, see those positive changes happening, feel
them happening around us, know that things are changing for the better for everyone.
Our thoughts do create our reality, so be careful what you think about and what you desire.
Someone once told me: "Worrying - is praying for the wrong thing". That really stuck with me.
As some know - I play "nanny" to my grandkids when my daughter is working (freelance production). During these times (like now) - my brain and
consciousness are jellified by formula - Honey Nut Os - and NOGGIN.
My contributions are limited - - both in time and ability to conjure up anything beyond footed jammies.
Annee,Canadians abducted by blue uniformed humans sound off ,please read my latest posts our similaritys are absolutely identical.I believe that there
may be other commonalities we share,were you abducted around seven years old?Do you have a scoop mark on your left leg?
I believe you are on the wrong thread,friend, but I will answer your questions for you; I havea scoop mark on my left calve, plus 31 other
assorted scoop marks and scars that have appeared over the years; but no conscious memories of contact or of abduction, but i do have periods of
missing time, plus a NDE that had me listed as clinically dead for approximately 33 minutes.
Originally posted by Annee
Honestly - I do not believe I was ever abducted.
If I went some where - and my memory is blocked - I believe I went willingly.
To be quite frank, it has always been a part of my feelings that if indeed I am a part of some scenario involving off worlders, that I was a party to
it and have never felt like I was being subjected to anything against my free will; in fact, it has been revealed to me that I am a willing
participant in whatever it is that transpires and I have no negative feelings or worries from it.
As for not having conscious memories, I am sure there is a valid reason behind it, just calmly waiting for the day when it is all revealed to me and
then the mystery will be solved.
I have many memories of my event and am HAVING AN INCREASING VOLUME OF THEM IN THE LAST TWO YEARS.
I believe that if I hadnt remembered so much initially I would now be awkening BUT FROM WAY BACK AT THE BEGINNING WHERE IT SEEMS MANY OF US ARE RIGHT
NOW,Iwould be asking the same questions I am reading others ask.
But having been abducted and having had an advocate who allowed me to retain memories has allowed me TO SKIP A FEW GRADES IF YOU WILL in the sense
that I dont have to grapple with my ability to accept such a HUGE NEW REALITY WHICH IS BASED ONLY ON EVIDENCE IN THE FORM OF OTHERS WORDS AND PICTURE
AND VIDEOS ,yes they tried to remove my memories and even said goodbye and told me I would remember none of my experience afterwards.
Thank you for your reply,I appreciate it greatly,and wish I had your ability to be patient and wait for myself to "remember"or wait for things to
come in their due time,I feel a tremendous urgency, not to accept myself, I have no choice because I experienced an event ,but to help others see the
And seeker,once it was realised that I was awake and aware all procedures stopped IMMEDIATLY.I was then counselled,and then permission to proceed was
requested AND NO DEMANDS WERE MADE.
I HAVE TO SAY MY EXPERIENCE WAS NOT A BAD ONE.
It was a good one,albeit a mindblowing one ,but nonetheless NOT A BAD EXPERIENCE.
I believe that as long as you are unconscious and unaware of what is happening to you and as long as you retain no memories afterwards,IN THEIR VIEW
THEY CAN DO ANYTHING THEY WANT TO YOU SIMPLY BECAUSE AS FAR AS YOU WILL BE CONCERENED NOTHING REALLY HAPPENED.
Hence the short circuited memories that a lot of people seem to get later in life.You werent supposed to remember,wether that means ever, and some of
us are lucky,or wether that means UNTIL A PREDETERMINED POINT IN TIME,we have no way of knowing.
Some of us who interuppted our event seem to have been treated very well and communicated with openly,I believe that there is a standard operating
procedure for times when we wake up during an event and they have TO MUCH CONFIDENCE IN THEIR ABILITY TO REMOVE OUR MEMORIES.
I have a feeling that they are taking our DNA because as long as the body that is created in the future to replace our current one is compatible with
our "lifeforce" we will be able to reenter that particular body at a later time of their choosing,for whatever reason.
Vibration,or whatever it may be but I think we are lacking understanding of how our body and lifeforce behave symbioticly.
I think we can lose the body and reenter another one if it is excatly like the one we leave behind because of our "vibration"or whatever.
Like cloning a new body from our own DNA then simply leaving the current old one and hopping into the new young one,I know it sounds weird but I have
learned to pay attention to automatic thoughts while I post here.
When I was watching Mary Rodwell's coast to coast interview and saw the script again, I had quite the experience with it again. I don't know
whether it was an interpretation or whether it was something aboard a craft, because it was a memory pull that I couldn't clarify. But, I saw
something rather incredible. We're being upgraded into a new race, a more multidimensionally aware one. This is why many of us are psi, telepathic,
healers, and are gifted in many ways.
Millions and millions of abductees/contactees are being upgraded. Their script and frequencies do what the Russian Scientist's have discovered
changes our dna.
I see disclosure as happening soon. Many don't realize or have my definition of what disclosure means. They see it as a release of documents, or
the leaders and NASA speaking out. Disclosure happens when THEY show up in great numbers. When it does happen, we will have a choice. Because the
leaders are going to try and make us think we're under attack, because they don't want to give up their hold. This is about freedom. We'll have a
choice between freedom and nwo.
We're a crossroads. We're not exactly the primitive race everyone says we are. Our technology is space age, and thats just what we have exposed to
the populous. The rest is further along. Our choice could be to join the federation, if we make changes. Those changes have to bring the planet
into complete equality, such as the venus project, no more money, ownership or patents. Everyone must provide homes, gardens and share the
necessities for themselves and all those who cannot do this. Equal homes, based on family sized, not income, because there is none, not status,
because there is none. Anything else is barbarism.
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