I can see the matrix - Visual Snow Patterns

a reply to: noscopebacon

Big yawns.

Do you just ignore everything people say and constantly repeat yourself until they bend to your will?

First i had a detached retina, now it's everyone who see's it. Our eyes don't detect electrical signals, now they do. I have a physiological problem then it's psychological. Despite telling you point blank over and over i've seen many specialists i should go see a specialist.

Make up your mind. You're not the first nefarious actor to try and discredit me, you won't be the last. At least the others managed to spin a decent story rather than just regurgitating nonsense.

a reply to: Grenade

follow the white rabbit neo

a reply to: noscopebacon

I did, my spiritual guide is actually a rather interesting llama.



She asked about your arm, is it ok?

a reply to: Grenade

a camal?

have you tried DM t or fungus?

i think you should still see you doctor and just run it by him or even ask to see a good eye doctor and keep the woo top a minimum, I work in the ER and the ALS bus(advanced life support) and chopper, i swear im just looking out for you, your eye sight is precious and rarely people realize it only when its gone. what could hurt right.

if they they tell yuou nothing is wrong try meditating or not focusing on it, you could also wear shaded glasses.

if you spend a lot of time around blue light and you already wear glasses get a blue filter, blue is bad for you eyes and sleep cycle if you are exposed to much(TV, Comp etc.)

there are better sights that might have a netter response to your visual snow if you are unconvinced by a new and updated check.

start at the most common reason and work your way down the list.

but seriously everyone see it, you can induce it by looking at a right blue cloudless sky, that's why people who fly wear sun glasses or sun screen(one of the reasons)

a reply to: noscopebacon

Mate I don’t know how many more times I can tell you I’ve been to see my doctor and various specialists.

I’m sorry I’ll just need to ignore you now.

a reply to: Grenade

i said a good doctor

that's the difference here.

no doctor is going to just say "oh, your visual field is filling with a 'fuzz' i know we did 2 tests, a WHOLE 2, and we cant find out what it is, sorry". And lead you to the door.

they would have sent you to a neurologist or 2, a eye DR or 2, a Psych or 2. getting imaging done that is a snapshot of your brain will just tell them you don't have cancer or some other structural anomaly.

CAT and MRI scans can NOT record active brain function, that is why you would need a fMRI(Functional Magnetic Resonance imaging).

if your doctor cant give you a reason you need to see another doctor.

you aren't seeing the fabric of reality, or how ever you want to define it, I'm sorry.

you say your child has this condition? or is he just playing along with dad or have you induced a psychotic state in your son as well now.

when you see things that are not there you are hallucinating, that is a HUUUUGE red flag and now your son is or has been manifesting them as well.

if you went to the hospital they would start you with at fMRI, a general consult and i guarantee a psych consult.


and there is nothing wrong with that.


use your god given logic,

are you

1. Super special and have super powers and now your son does as well

or

2. Your visual system or some other part of your brain isnt working right.


we both know the answer to that question



Psychotic illnesses tend to get worse the longer they go untreated

any doctor would call you psychotic so that is why i said go to a good doctor, distortions in your visual field are a serious effect of mental illness.

but your good risking your sons heath and your own, you know what else runs in families? mental illness.


if you don't take my advice it is only going to be a detriment to you, i don't care if you ignore me.


stay away from psychedelics or any mood altering agent not Rx'ed to you and get some sleep and call another MD.

a reply to: noscopebacon

If you say so.

I’ve never made any claims like those you’re suggesting.

You should probably see a psychologist yourself or reign in the medication he’s prescribed. Just because you’re crazy doesn’t mean I am.

Again, I’ve seen my GP, several optometrists and had all sorts of tests and scans.

I’ll trust them over some nutcase on the internet who changes his story and diagnosis post by post.

You’re now claiming both me and my son have a psychotic Illness, how ridiculous and rude.

Those Xanax clearly aren’t helping you.

a reply to: Grenade

Welcome to Experiencing that which "Man" says does can not be. Be thankful for what you experience. Never, let others guide your perspective. Strive for Truth and Understanding. First thing I always tell everyone is to know this, "YOU are NOT Crazy"! now go out and enjoy finding out WHY you are allowed to see this way. Answering the Question "WHY" should bring you to other Truths to consider. Welcome to your Journey....

a reply to: DayIWILL

are you a doctor?

are you a nurse?

any medical training?

than why are you giving medical advice out?

feeding into delusions isnt healthy for you or the patient

a reply to: Grenade


i don't take Xanax

how have i changed my story?

look at the TITLE of your post.


you are completely missing my point



i get you have seen A doctor who ordered 2 scans and still left you with this condition.

that might happen at your GP but not at an eye MD, this is their bread and butter. They wouldnt let you leave until they figured it out.

or are you saying that you when to your doctor, he couldnt figure it out, and he sent you for tests that were clear then sent you to by your account other doctors who couldnt figure it out and they all just let it be?

IF that is all true,

WHY DO YOU THINK THEY COULDNT FIND ANYTHING??


there was nothing to find.

hence the psychosis.

i notice you didnt see a Psych Doc, or maybe you did and all these doctors you claim to have gone to just tell you what you DONT want to here so you stick with what's more fun, a super power rather than a mental illness or ocular issue.


if you cant take a picture of it, cant measure it with ANY measurement device, cant tell me how to see it then what do you think the chances of it actually existing are????? like 1000000000 to 1? or you have a medical condition that is well documented, you can take medication and it would stop today.

what if it get worse?

what if your son seeing his dad SO adamant that they are the ONLY 2 people in the world that can see or interact with some fabric the rest of humanity doesnt see(the not crazy ones of us) get to the point where he or you start to lose touch with reality. You are already on that path, there is no such thing as spirit animals or ghosts or likely any of that, it is just something we cant explain at the time or on SUPER rare occasions people do see something odd but it is a one off event or seldom events across a life time, not everyday.



i hope this is just a story to fill your till with because if not, your risking YOUR health and now your SONS.

i don't buy for a second you had a frank and honest talk with you doctor like you did here. You could have a serious illness. in this world. Morpheus wont be there when you 'wake up'(die).


PROOVE to me that in you own words say, that you can see the matrix(what ever that means).


take a picture of it.

a reply to: noscopebacon

Nice Meltdown.

Take a picture of your own individual perspective on reality and I’ll return the favour. I’m supposed to somehow create a device able to portray my view on reality, something we all have different perspectives on. Your problem is you think we all see the same thing, that somehow your view has more weight than everyone else’s. Photos are nothing more than a rigid visual paradigm, limited by sensors which mimic our senses. Not only are they incomplete but a poor representation of the world in which we live. Even then our perception of this imagery is subjective. Every mind builds it’s own picture, when you accept that we can talk. Static snapshots of time have no place in describing the dynamism which is a unique picture to us all, built in the mind. You could learn by listening to others rather than thinking somehow you know it all.

If you don’t take Xanax why have you said you did in another thread?

Another example of your disingenuous behaviour. Listen to yourself mate, it stinks of absolute madness and idiocy.

I wish you well in conquering your affliction. As a healthy individual with no physiological problems I feel blessed that both my son and I experience no adverse effects from this phenomenon. A decade later and no deterioration of my eyesight suggests you’re talking out of your ass.

The trillions of neurons and synaptic connections which build our reality are structurally and fundamentally unique, without any analogous technology to fully describe their operation, our brains are far too complex to reduce to a singular image, nor can any device hope to ever capture the pictures which constitute our individual reality. Time does not pause, don’t confuse the artificial for the natural.

I bid you farewell.

a reply to: noscopebacon

Only one person is this thread is exhibiting delusional behaviour. Hence the isolation of your point of view.

Not only have several people from all walks of life confirmed this is real but they’ve totally refuted your explanations.

You’re not even capable of structuring sentences yet expect us to somehow accept you as some kind of expert in a field that you lack a basic understanding of.

a reply to: noscopebacon

Measure dark matter, show me a picture of it. Show me a graviton or how about a picture of a sub atomic particle or maybe the liquid iron core of the Earth? All of which are hypothetical constructs with zero direct evidence of their existence.

The fact many people including yourself share the experience I describe begs the question of why you’re so against it’s existence. Seeing is believing.

As I said, the compartmentalised nature of my visual processing is totally backed by science, simply put the lens of your eyes absorbing photons registers in a different way from mine. That’s far from an outlandish claim, we all have a unique perspective. FACT!

You’re out of your depth here and don’t know when to give up.

a reply to: noscopebacon

I count more than 10 people in this little corner of the internet who have similar experiences to my own so your two person comment is another sign of your confirmation bias.

Stupidity personified.

originally posted by: noscopebacon
a reply to: Grenade
1. Super special and have super powers and now your son does as well

Little clownlet, I can do many things I'm sure you can't including maintain a slight degree of tact on an Internet forum when dealing with people I'm allegedly trying to help. That is not me claiming a superpower, that is me being honest. The list is much longer, but we don't need to get into that. There are many things that are perfectly normal that I'm sure escape you.

If you wish to keep behaving like a tool then I would expect you'll start getting treated like one, soon.

2. Your visual system or some other part of your brain isnt working right.

Please define "right" for me. The best and brightest neurologist can't tell you how the brain works, what most psych drugs actually do, and cannot directly interface with the brain. They can point to rough locations and say what they think it does and sometimes, when they're super fancy, they put electrical impulses directly into the brain tissue to find where stuff is. That's how sophisticated they are. Metal sticks attached to batteries, literally poking your brain.

I have seen the effects of psychiatrists "helping" their patients and it's often like watching a drunk with a chainsaw, clumsy and dangerous. As a blossoming psychiatrist you should make note that being aggressive and demeaning is actually the opposite thing to do when reining in mental illness, it's just further alienation.

In this case the OP doesn't appear to be insane and probably has more important stuff to do.

So, I'm your huckleberry. I cleared my schedule (lie, I don't have one).

Play psychiatrist for me. I'm quite daft, it'll be fun. Let's really get the LARP rolling Dr. Giggles.

a reply to: Grenade
ETA: PM sent.

originally posted by: Ksihkehe

originally posted by: noscopebacon
a reply to: Grenade
1. Super special and have super powers and now your son does as well

Little clownlet, I can do many things I'm sure you can't including maintain a slight degree of tact on an Internet forum when dealing with people I'm allegedly trying to help. That is not me claiming a superpower, that is me being honest. The list is much longer, but we don't need to get into that. There are many things that are perfectly normal that I'm sure escape you.

If you wish to keep behaving like a tool then I would expect you'll start getting treated like one, soon.

2. Your visual system or some other part of your brain isnt working right.

Please define "right" for me. The best and brightest neurologist can't tell you how the brain works, what most psych drugs actually do, and cannot directly interface with the brain. They can point to rough locations and say what they think it does and sometimes, when they're super fancy, they put electrical impulses directly into the brain tissue to find where stuff is. That's how sophisticated they are. Metal sticks attached to batteries, literally poking your brain.


----of course they know how the brain works, that's how we can do brain surgery with out killing people. And the problem isnt know how for replicating a human mind it is computing power and possibly quantum effects at the nanotubules, darpa simulated a complete rats brain in a small server rack, its on TED----

I have seen the effects of psychiatrists "helping" their patients and it's often like watching a drunk with a chainsaw, clumsy and dangerous. As a blossoming psychiatrist you should make note that being aggressive and demeaning is actually the opposite thing to do when reining in mental illness, it's just further alienation.

-----not all doctors are pill pushers and will actually talk to you and use medication as the last option, if you get different treatment find a new doctor.-----


In this case the OP doesn't appear to be insane and probably has more important stuff to do.

So, I'm your huckleberry. I cleared my schedule (lie, I don't have one).

Play psychiatrist for me. I'm quite daft, it'll be fun. Let's really get the LARP rolling Dr. Giggles.

a reply to: Grenade
ETA: PM sent.

here is a video detecated old of a non invasive device that can see vision in real time




notice what the person that knows how to decode a LIVE visual feed out of a brain says about the fuzzy picture. also if doctors didnt know how to decode a visual signal from a mammalian brain then how did this experiment work so well it was scooped up by DARPA to never see the l=ight of day again.


everyone has odd experiences, i have had my share.


but it is borderline delusional to think you can "see the matrix"


prove to me with hard evidence this effect exists outside normal medical explanations.


if you could tap into the fabric of reality you would know my name and where i work by name.

a reply to: noscopebacon

Are you still struggling with the definition of metaphor?

Where do I claim to tap into the fabric of reality?

You make lots of noise while putting your hands over your ears.

Everything is a construct of the mind, where would we be as a species if we didn’t dare to dream, to question our beliefs and peer into the unknown. Your rigid adherence to orthodoxy, your misplaced faith in medical science and your stinking attitude all suggest someone who could learn from this concept.

a reply to: noscopebacon

Think about what you just posted, the apparatus, the interface and the analysis.

If anything it actually favours my interpretation of this phenomenon rather than your own.

Think about a universe which can be described and imitated to a certain extent within a digital system. Could that be an indication that the universe itself has a digital element? I thought that would be self evident.

I fail to see your point regarding clairvoyance, you can know something without knowing everything.

a reply to: Ksihkehe

Haha, this guy has no idea what he’s just stepped on.

Good luck bacon, the big guns are here now.

Never felt the need to see a psychologist if I’m honest, I’m a functional member of society, most of my brain cycles are just on normal things like building a future for my kids, my work, my friends, camping, fishing etc.

On here I get to expand a little more into the esoteric and dark corners of my mind but all are treated with a pinch of salt. I’ve tried to explain what I see honestly, I guess for some people they just can’t accept we have differences and must bend to the will of the collective.

If you don’t think exactly like me then you must be crazy!

a reply to: Grenade

the fact that you are unwilling to even consider it to MAYBE be a medical issue you lose your mind(pardon the pun).


if you go blind that doesnt effect me one iota

if you have a growth or other structural abnormality in you brain or a problem with you blood brain barrier that is also on you

everyone is responsible for themselves, unless you have kids.

kids as you know put alot of weight in what parents say, hell they believe in Santa clause and the tooth fairy, don't feed into a possible issue.

i have to programs on my computer to look at cat and MRI's you want to share them with me?

i doubt it.

i wish you the best and i hope that nothing is truly wrong with you physically or mentally.



let me ask you



do you think most mentally ill people know it?


what you are experiencing isnt normal and there for should make you nervous even more so if it is effecting your child.


getting a 10min fMRI might save you life your your eyesight.


to many times i have seen people with injuries that blind them and it is devastating.

why is talking to a psych dr so bad??



when i was seeing shadow people and 'creatures' in my house and outside the first time i did was document everything i could and spoke frank and honestly with my family and my doctors and WANTED them to tell me i was crazy but you cant take pictures of crazy, that's why i asked if you have any sort of proof other than a story.

my family saw them, my significant other saw them and even cops saw them let along the imaging i have from all my cameras.

starting at what is the most likely case(for me at least) was that i was crazy, i went to a sleep doctor, Psych, Neurologist, tons of imaging and i was told i was normal and that the pictures and video cant be hand waived away, my sleep doctor and my regular doctor said that they believed me and they have a few other people in the sleep clinic that have these odd experiences.

as i have said repeatedly i believe strange things exist and happen but you need to make sure you have all your bases covered so when you make these claims you have something to back them up with than stories.


your PCP didnt even do all the tests they needed to do for you, you should be more upset about that than me asking you questions.

if something is true it can stand up to scrutiny