a reply to: zeroPointOneQ
Well on the subject of a book.
A lot of what i know is already out there.. in a thousand fragmented pieces
and covered over with a thousand layers of bull #.
And what I know?
It's still probably 50% bull #. Unintentional bull # mind you.. but the
sort of things I research are all-but impossible to prove at this point,
without a lot of work in the lab.. with the right kind of experiencer,
and I don't have the $$ to fund this by myself.. and the few people
doing this kind of research with Bigelow/Government $$ aren't
sharing the research / collaborating!
I have a very sensitive moral algorithm.. so I don't want to spread
50% misinformation.. so that moral algorithm prevents me from
saying too much or writing too much.
I could write a talking piece.. talking about the various elements..
grading the veracity of my own research and others research in
the field.. that might be useful.
But I'm a little like "Veeger" in the original (stinky) Star Trek
the Motion Picture. I want full bonding with full knowledge
before i share.. and that doesn't happen.. due to the
It's also easy to prevent myself from sharing.. the knowledge
that (apparently) there is a fully deterministic layer "behind"
quantum phenomenon.. I'm talking the retrocausality future
to past pilot wave effect.
Knowing that there is limited or no free will.. if I find myself
at the 50% willing/wanting to write spot.. well i guess that
just means I will find myself writing if I find myself writing..
It's like with my "faults". I don't view them as faults.
(doesn't that sound really narcissistic, LOL?).
If you focus on eliminating faults.. it just shows that you
don't really know who you are.. those "faults" all serve
a purpose. This is why most "spirituality" fails.. you
wind up tying yourself into knots try to fight the
"non-spiritual impulses and habits". But once you learn
who you really are, there's no point to any of that..
Well.. I'm always going "off topic" in any thread I
post in.. as there isn't a folder for "the world
according to prettybear" and anything I write
about has a thousand side stories to it.
But all that was to answer about my not
"writing a book".
I did get a short essay published by a major
author in his book.. but i don't recommend
the book, so I don't advertise it! LOL.
I hope that explains a bit.
I wouldn't let yourself get sidetracked with
the "world according to prettybear stuff"..
some of it has value.. and some of it does