The Waiting Game: Do You Feel It?

reply to post by smyleegrl


Yes! I can definitely say I feel the same way! I'm the same age as you and have a strange feeling that I have some kind of purpose in life that I'm yet to fulfill - the only difference for me is that I felt I had to come to Jordan to do it. Even before I met my Jordanian husband 10 years ago, I always felt like I needed to and would leave England, my home country, one day. After meeting him, I just felt this is where I need to be. There's something I need to do here but I really don't know what it is right now but it's a very strong and definate feeling.
I sometimes find it a bit of a scary feeling because of everything happening in the countries surrounding us and the thought of all the terrible things that could happen, but I can't help but feel calm here and like I belong!

Obviously you are far from alone in feeling like this which is reassuring (I think!) .....I guess we all just have to keep waiting and hope all will be revealed!

Lx

And I counted four people who joined ATS just to comment on the thread. That might be a record...

That is pretty remarkable. The hallmark of a thread that has the magic touch; when it inspires people to join the forum just so they can express and add their own commentary on it.

This one has 4 so far.

Would like to thank whoever it was that linked that Philip K Dick article earlier in the thread sometime recent, 4 pages or so? around about there. Would give you a star but at the time I was reading it not logged in, and I've already read through this entire thread so a bit hesitant to backtrack and dig it up. In any case, it was nice to read (or re-read, I can't quite remember) and is sort of in line with the Pierre Teilhard De Chardin 'Omega Point' concept I posted about a page or two back as well, at least I myself see some similarities.

This thread has had a good run, it's been a pleasure reading.

May it continue, whether/both here and/or elsewhere.

As a 'coincidence' I attempted just now to look up a line from Wagner's Parsifal that contains a line that i thought relevant to the subject, something to do with time and space. Anyways, could not as of yet find the line i was looking for, however i did come across this; some article about Parisfal that references Philip K DIck's book Valis The following explains the climax point of Parsifal.

Parsifal is discussed extensively in Philip K Dick's 1981 novel, Valis. Indeed, for some SF readers, Valis may be the only context they have ever encountered Parsifal. Chapter 8 of Valis contains a nice little précis of Wagner's opera, which we can use as a starting point:

The leader of the grail knights, Amfortas, has a wound which will not heal. Klingsor has wounded him with the spear which pierced Christ's side. Later, when Klingsor hurls the spear at Parsifal, the pure fool catches the spear - which has stopped in midair - and holds it up, making the sign of the Cross with it, at which Klingsor and his entire castle vanish. They were never there in the first place; they were a delusion, what the Greeks call dokos; what the Indians call the veil of maya. There is nothing that Parsifal cannot do. At the end of the opera, Parsifal touches the spear to Amfortas's wound and the wound heals.

www.andrew-may.com...

I cannot remember if it were Dick that introduced me to Parsifal, it might have been from reading Nietzsche or some other source instead. Apologies if i'm veering too far off topic here, perhaps others can't see the connection, hard for me to say, but i find it to be of possible relevance in a sense.

If anyone knows the quote from Parsifal that I'm talking about, feel free to post it if you like.

Oop, nevermind here it is. Well, another article about it in reference to the line I'm thinking of, and some analysis of it.

"Here, time becomes space". One of Wagner's most often quoted statements, enigmatic, baffling. In what space, what time, is Parsifal set? In the northern mountains of Gothic Spain, in the chivalric Middle Ages, in Arab Spain? Yes, if we interpret the letter, not the spirit, of the information Wagner gives. Parsifal's space is an imaginary space, the time in which Parsifal takes place is an imaginary time. As soon as space appears, past and future time become the present. Light creates space, changing light is changing time.

The scene of events is surrounded and enclosed by vertical objects of a crystalline structure. Crystal, a formation from the dawn of nature, with its transparent, natural tone, is capable of absorbing light and colour and is brought to light by light -- coloured light. Light is life. This life is brought by light out of the vast, cosmic night of the universe.

The concept of time becoming space has always intrigued me, not to say I know or necessarily agree with the author of the article or not, but it was just a quick source I found on google. There is other space-time theory I've come across that i can't recall exactly what of at the moment, and i personally had an experience where it seems as if time slowed down and came at me in waves or little blips, but that is another story.

Hope I haven't sidetracked too much. Carry on, I'm enjoying reading everyone's different perspectives, and resonate with a lot of it myself.

Peace. ~

I would be willing to bet that most of you who have resonated with the vibrational trigger have never really felt at home here. Not so much as a disconnect from nature, but from humanity in general. There is a reason why most of us don't fit in.

Throughout my younger years I spent most of my time with my grandparents who offered me a deeper perspective into life than that of my "parents". I could relate to them more and they saw something different within me. They shared amazing stories of their heart ships and joys and I felt loved.

In school I was bullied, always picked last for team sports despite being quite agile, and eventually I collapsed my emotional body. I spent most of my free time studying nature and the sciences. I never interacted well socially but I can more easily express myself when I write. Using my voice is difficult for some reason.

I feel that our star is changing something within us through its light frequencies. As I believe that the Earth is a living being with a soul, the stars are living beings with life cycles lasting millions to billions of years. The magnificence of such beings defies any encapsulation. The planets, life forms and civilizations within that stars influence, nourish and drive the expression of life upon its bodies. There is a relationship. When civilizations work in alignment with that relationship, they broaden their spectrums of experience and evolve to a higher frequency. Many of the posts shared indicate a broad spectrum of life perspectives underway.

I do believe you are all special and have a greater purpose at this time. Find that pure spark that remains within you, expand this into your divine flame and be an anchor to your light.

reply to post by abeverage

Strangely enough I had the exact thing happen at the same age. Right at the third eye, and mine was knocked WIDE open!!
also, later in life I have had about 5 different people tell me they have seen a symbol on my forehead. I have always kept that private, so to know if they say the same thing,,, which ALL did. One a devout fundamentalist Christian.

For me, it is part of my extraterrestrial connections, like a soul mark of where one is ''from''.

Interesting outside of the mark of the beast scenario. lol

Originally posted by linSing
Still waiting for that... or whatever it is that haunts me.. just this deep knowing that things are wrong somehow and I don't remember how or why I know this. All my life I have been so confused by the ability of people to just meander along and live life without much thought, wondering why can't they see that everything is so backward? Why do they all ignore the elephant in the room, which is - NOBODY KNOWS WHAT IS GOING ON !!!

Yep. I see a lot of people doing things that don't make any sense and when I say people, I do mean individuals to groups to governments. It baffles me. All of it combined has formed a gigantic snowball rolling down a mountain slope...

you said

I feel that our star is changing something within us through its light frequencies. As I believe that the Earth is a living being with a soul, the stars are living beings with life cycles lasting millions to billions of years. The magnificence of such beings defies any encapsulation. The planets, life forms and civilizations within that stars influence, nourish and drive the expression of life upon its bodies. There is a relationship. When civilizations work in alignment with that relationship, they broaden their spectrums of experience and evolve to a higher frequency. Many of the posts shared indicate a broad spectrum of life perspectives underway.

reply to post by starshift


I too believe you are on to something with this line of thought.
We are beings of Light. All is vibrational light anyway,, so the Sun, good ol Sol, might be 'beeming out' Love to us ignorant humans, out of compassion... I like that thought.

The Vibratory rate has changed, I believe most could concur with that, and I do believe it has something to do with ''whats going on'.

I have already hinted at what is going on and since then seen the reactions and responses build and build and none of the Moderators have shut down the thread and I have cause to be a little more compassionate so I am going to try to clue you in....I almost said "clue you KIDS in" because I am almost 60 and whatever your age, most really are lost kids on this forum.

When you find your lives built upon lies; upon the embrace and indulgence of lies, nothing you built upon them is real, is yours. I am not Plato or Socrates and am not going to tell you any better than this. What lies? Do I need to list them? Our country, our government, our movies, our media are all horrible liars; we have been hijacked by liars and their lies cover the worst of crimes and abominations. Here is just a short list. The Vietnam War, the JFK, RFK and MLK assassinations, Iraq War, 9/11, the Banker and Wall Street Bailout, 2nd Invasion of Iraq, invasion of Afghanistan. Jesus Wept..I could have gone back to the Native Americans and what was done to them or rolled forward to the side deal that our Founders made with the British Monarchs or rolled forward to the establishment of the Federal Reserve and the IRS but everyday, everywhere every sort of lie and abuse is being perpetuated by those we have accepted as the Good Guys and they are not; they are all complicit in every sort of crime and have made all of us Accessories. We can point fingers at pedophile priest and sex offenders while saying Gay Marriage is okay; we can not only drive God and Morals out of our schools but stand by while our children are indoctrinated into the growing sickness. So many really expected and in their heart of hearts hoped 12/21/2012 to be some kind of end but it is not going to be so easy..the bed has been made and America's Got Talent is just a distraction from the facts that we, this country is a very sick nation of liars and accessories to lies and worse. Don't be fooled, the paper Dollar is long since not worth the paper it is printed on; Obama is no different than Bush and Bush was no different than Clinton and Clinton was no different than Bush Sr....all of these people we are supposed to respect as Leaders have horrible skeletons in their closets...is is how they are controlled. Pornography, Gay Marriage, Abortion..these are the short list of what have been used to pull everyone down and if you think you were not accessories to all these evils, you can not say you did anything to refute them and if you refuted this or that, you ignored and embraced others as bad and worse. Every Soul that has ever incarnated on this planet is here alive right now. What you sense is some kind of Judgement,,,some kind of reset and I am not talking some religious dogma. Have you seen the Bathroom Paintings George Bush has been painting? Have taken a close look at how Obama's hair has greyed? Does anyone really believe the TSA is about protecting people; that the Police Check Points are about getting Drunk Drivers off the road? That the Gun Grab efforts are about making America Safe? I could easily say we have Devils in control of our country but they too are human beings and the weight of the Horrible Karma is thick in the air.

I have so solutions for anyone. All of our Souls/Spirits are eternal and we are stuck with who and what we are so I guess the best answer is deal with the log in your own eye.

I have been on ATS since early 2001, come and gone many times because of various reasons, including being banned because my web etiquette was lacking or other reasons but here is a secret, my username is various forms was not me being Major Karma, it has always been me saying the consequences were and are Major Karma and what I and some of you are waiting for but maybe don't grasp is you are waiting for...expecting Judgement. If not upon yourself because you are truly innocent, then Judgement upon the Guilty. I am sure there are plenty of "Closet Geniuses" who will refute this and others who have a vested interest in refuting it...you don't need too, just wait.

I recently was called for Jury Duty and asked to speak the Judge/Court asking to be released from being made an accessory to their corrupt system. They didn't like that so I figured if I was going to be found in contempt of court I might as well tell them what I really thought and told them "I am certain none of you can believe in a God, a Judgement, a Heaven of Hell because if you did, you would all be sweating bullets". They released me and asked that I leave the building without saying a word to anyone and I did. I am not judging anyone..yes, some known people..leaders but not you here, I am just telling you what you sense, what you think is coming is Judgement,,,for the B S to finally come crashing down.

Get your own lives and houses in order...that is all I can suggest.

reply to post by abeverage

as I said I still feel as I am meant for something or something is going to happen.

That means you are still valuable here. That you are as yet unfulfilled or are doing stuff that is helpful and that is why you are still around. I don't know for certain.

Prescience or premonition is something else entirely and more to the point. In that regard it is usually a gift to know something beforehand or see something you only realize after the fact. Like you have a dream and then it comes true and only then does the dream make sense. Or you get a feeling of dread while driving and somebody runs a red light and almost... but not quite. You got the feeling but didn't have specific information. I see those as gifts of awareness from... somewhere outside us.

Only a few talented gifted people can actually predict with any accuracy, They mostly keep that quiet too for fear of ridicule. Unless they are charlatans or hoaxers. Some only interpret what others are saying or the meaning of something (like a dream).

If you continue to be of service to others on some level when it arises, then you are living with fulfillment every day. Not some tidal wave or crescendo, but a little bit here, there... thats feeling good inside. Thats how you lay your head down and sleep well at night. Thats doing our "job".

Firstly I have to admit that before this post I was just an anonymous observer. This post is what made me create an account.

I'm just your average 21 year old guy that has had nothing special happen to me but for almost my entire life I've had this feeling that something was coming, something big. I never really understood what the feeling was until I was in 5th grade at school when the 2 towers were "hit by planes." After that, I got an immense feeling that I knew something very, very big was coming, when? I didn't know and I still don't, but year after year that feeling grew more so, and talking to many of my friends about it and finding out they had much of the same kind of feeling it only increased my feeling. I feel I've been waiting for a good chunk of my life, but for what? The "waiting" feeling I have is that, like I said, something big is going to happen, and in a way, I'm destined for something great. I feel whatever it is I'll be there to witness and live through whatever it may be. I'm awfully curious if this something will ever come, or is it just some dumb thought I came up with in a dream I never remembered.

Make that 5 new members! Hello guys, I have been stalking ATS for quiet some time when it was brought to my attention by one of my buddies.... I am pleased to be here and say, this thread alone was powerful enough to make me join in on this fun and say 'Yes, I feel 'it'.' I don't know how many of you are into the 5th dimension and what it has to offer, or the relevance of it, but that 'Christ Consciousness' awakening on 12-21-12 may have been the beginning to transition? Yes, nothing happened on a physical plane but I feel like something subconsciously happened to many of us. Then again I call BS sometimes. I just don't know. I have gotten used to the strange coincidences that happen around my friends and I.

I have a few minor examples: Being 'in-tune' with a friend and thinking right on par with them; Strange vivid dreams considering I haven't dreamed in a long time... almost like i've been 'active'; crazy anxiety attacks for no reason; learning about the astral plane; being in tune with Merkaba; those strange weather and cosmic occurrences.

I have a little composition book I carry on me about 89% of the time that I jot things down in and I have a specific segment of strange coincidences that occur. I will choose not to tell you all about how batsh*t crazy I may be but just know I have a few pages. Mind y'all that I have been documenting since November of 2012.

Anyways, just a little snippet about whats going on in 'my realm'!

Yes, I do feel something may happen on a global scale very soon. I don't know what, but if and whatever happens, I will be at peace with. It is God's mind we are in (universe) and things may happen that we may not comprehend at first. Things just may be the same and we could all just be crazy, but I have enjoyed following this thread the past couple days!

P.S. A lot of weird # just happened to me in my apartment as I was re-reading!

Cheers!

reply to post by Runciter33

Thank you for mentioning the Omega Point, by the way. It's been in the back of my mind for years, poking at me. Something about it just resonates with me, despite the Jesuit origins. (Look into Teilhard's interpretation of Original Sin, too.) But you should have quoted some of it; it'll provoke thought, let's say...

Remain true to yourself, but move ever upward toward greater consciousness and greater love. At the summit you will find yourselves united with all those who, from every direction, have made the same ascent. For everything that rises must converge.

Perhaps the (now) 146 of us (six new ) are rising towards that summit. If so, I look forward to the convergence.

Have you discovered what you're waiting for?

No. But things only make sense to me in light of what has passed, so I keep going. Also, I have stopped waiting.

Hey, let's all pat each other on the back because we are so special, that we are the chosen ones who see that something is coming...yes, we don't know what exactly, but we just like, um know. Ya, I've had this feeling all my life, I've um, been waiting for something and now it's really coming! I can't describe or say what it is, but Whooopeeee!

BARF. What a waste of virtual bandwidth.

It all reminds of the philosophical BS sessions we had as teenagers after smoking some Thai or Panama. And by BS sessions, well, I hope you know what I mean. I've dabbled in and around this thread where everyone is gratuitously throwing stars around like virtual pats on the back..Oh you feel it too...???? Stars for you!

So many things in this vast universe amaze and astound me, but none so much as the extreme self-centeredness and ego-centric nature of the human being. And when they think some sort of cosmic magic is at hand, that "certain feeling" they can't describe, it disgusts me even more...Why, hopefully you are all correct and human beings really aren't on a very slow downward spiral towards extinction; but because of our selfishness and greed, it will be slow and painful, and seemingly an eternal journey into a sordid and horrifying demise. Perhaps I am a pessimist? But the people of extreme action in this world seem to be the evil ones, while "good" people pray and "have feelings" and pretend things don't get continually worse with the human spiritual condition. Perhaps something magical will happen, maybe some cosmic something will step in and do our dirty work for us... perhaps rearrange the chaos we perceive as order in our self-deluded existence as supreme beings in the know. The Squirrel senses it too...it's winter coming, only he doesn't think he is so damn special or smart, gathering nuts for the spring.

Originally posted by tripsick
Its what all mortals feel. you are waiting for the end

The only BEING in this thread that gets it...
Go out and stare into the night sky at countless stars and ask yourself how big am I? How much do I know? Then go down to the beach and lay among the grains of sand and tell yourself you know more than they do.

I'm sure I'll make a few friends with this post!

Originally posted by odd1out
Hey, let's all pat each other on the back because we are so special, that we are the chosen ones who see that something is coming...yes, we don't know what exactly, but we just like, um know. Ya, I've had this feeling all my life, I've um been waiting for something and now it's really coming! I can't describe or say what it is but Whooopeeee!

BARF. What a waste of virtual bandwidth.

It all reminds of the philosophical BS sessions we had as teenagers after smoking some Thai or Panama. And by BS sessions, well, I hope you know what I mean. I've dabbled in and around this thread where everyone is gratuitously throwing stars around like virtual pats on the back..Oh you feel it too...???? Stars for you!

So many things in this vast universe amaze and astound me, but none so much as the extreme self-centeredness and ego-centric nature of the human being. And when they think some sort of cosmic magic is at hand, that certain feeling they can't describe it disgusts me even more...Why, hopefully you are all correct and human beings really aren't on a very slow downward spiral towards extinction; but because of their selfishness and greed, it will be slow and painful, and seemingly an eternal journey into a sordid and horrifying demise. Perhaps I am a pessimist? But the people of extreme action in this world seem to be the evil ones, while "good" people pray and "have feelings" and pretend things don't get continually worse with the human spiritual condition. Perhaps something magical will happen, maybe some cosmic something will step in and do our dirty work for us... perhaps rearrange the chaos we perceive as order in our self-deluded existence as supreme being in the know. The Squirrel senses it too...it's winter coming, only he doesn't think he is so damn special or smart, gathering nuts for the spring.

Originally posted by tripsick
Its what all mortals feel. you are waiting for the end

The only BEING in this thread that gets it...
Go out and stare into the night sky at countless stars and ask yourself how big am I? How much do I know? Then go down to the beach and lay among the grains of sand and tell yourself you know more than they do.

I'm sure I'll make a few friends with this post!

A foul Reptilian! Trololololo!

reply to post by KRONKITE


Ya it's tough being the one playing out of key...the "Black Sheep" so to speak. Reality sucks, humans will do anything to avoid it...it's just so... well... so dang humbling!

Whoa... if I wasn't so in touch with reality this would probably be interesting

Originally posted by odd1out

Originally posted by tripsick
Its what all mortals feel. you are waiting for the end

The only BEING in this thread that gets it...
Go out and stare into the night sky at countless stars and ask yourself how big am I? How much do I know? Then go down to the beach and lay among the grains of sand and tell yourself you know more than they do.

I'm sure I'll make a few friends with this post!

edit on 26-2-2013 by odd1out because: (no reason given)

I don't think he is the only one that "gets it"

Some people have different perspectives on life because of their experiences. In this thread it seems like it is hitting home to a large amount of people in a similar life experience. I would even go so far as saying these people are living in a conformist rat race that is opposite of natural life, and it is really starting to bother them.

reply to post by starshift


I've never felt at home what so ever! And I've moved 15 times in my 21 years of living and have met many new people and could only really connect with others of the same mindset as mine (which had been real rare). I was never bullied but did my best to distance myself from most anyone I came in contact with, not because I wanted to, but because I could never fully make a connection with much of anyone really, and because of that, I was never able to make very many friends, despite my very outgoing self and friendly nature.

i told you what is coming. And Alien invasion from the Pleiades.
Rattlesnake prophecy.
Guys. They were the ones who lied to us at the time of Atlantis. They were the ones we had to build an underground city against. They are the ones we plaster everywhere as evil. The dragon with wings. The feathered serpert. All relates to this. The towers. My god. How many ships they can hold is amazing and terrifying. They want to lie to you all and take you away to the Pleiades in their hellish of a fire planet on the rattle snakes tail.

Any souls left behind are forsaken to cataclysm, the others are taken by the anti-christ and delivered to hell. The hero must bring everyone BELOW to the kingdom of heaven. The kingdom of Orion.



Here are the towers. and they have many many pods.

reply to post by Philippines


Maybe we would like something to happen. Arent you feeling the constraints of 'normal life'? I certainly am bored.