reply to post by Unity_99
Unity i seem to remember stronger encounters if someone says something they shouldn't.
Its the same as the majority of my memories i have.
my husband always says how come you remember all the bad times more than you do the good times that you have?
my answer is simple, im an emotional sensitive person, i get embarrassed easily, my heart breaks easily, i take everything that anyone says directly.
the saying "dont take this personal but" .. i seem to take it all personally, i remember every time anyone has ever criticized me or made me laugh
till cry, i cant help it, its just who i am.
And that's what triggers it, someone saying saying something they shouldn't, but get this, i think most of them are being deliberately triggered, like
i have a friend on the inside who wants to help me remember the encounter. as soon as my emotions are triggered i can remember what happened just
before and just after.
The teenage boys who called me a milf. was one comment that caused the shocked emotion.
Another time was when i was looking out a portal window at a Starship as we were leaving it, im pretty sure there was someone beside me who lent in
close to me and whispered in my ear, though i dont know what they said.
The time when we were taken to a field for a meeting, a little boy asked me if he could come and stay at my house, i told him he better ask him mum
first and i gave him the lecture of how important it was that his mum knew exactly where he was at all times and i needed her permission first,
standing not far away were a group of escorts waiting for us to finish our conference. on hearing me talk with the little boy he laughed and said haha
no we don't. well this was the shock emotion that triggered that moment.
The time i was feeding the baby with long blond hair and she had a slight deformity, there was a hole in her chest about the size of a standard
pencil, as i was feeding her i panicked because the milk was starting flow through this hole, now that i think about it, it could have been reflux and
her gall bladder wasn't working or something. but again another encounter i remember because of the emotion that i was feeling.
They also put you in kind of scenarios, they set the stage and plop you in it.
I've been in a cartoon one which was really cool, just as our group were finishing up, i said wait, i want to see what the girls look like. they came
down some stairs and i was so excited with us all being in cartoon. i said to the guy standing beside me who wasn't at all amused by the scenario we
were in "don't we look cool" he said no in a grumpy voice, that was the trigger that made me remember that encounter. That one word ..no..
I've been in a desert one where i was a pillion on the back of a bike while my group partner was driving, we had to get through a set of obstetricals.
as we pulled up to stop, someone came over and said you two make a good team, so there was the pat on the back which left me feeling proud and a
little of my ego showed with me thinking oh yeah we rock were awesome.
The most recent scenario i was put in and again with a team, myself and 3 others, me being the only girl in this group. i dont know what my role was
for sure but one of the others was the navigator or cartographer, he knew where to go and how to get us there.
we were chasing something dark down. we got to this small town and thought we should gather some supplies, there were other groups doing the same. i
saw one woman get some wooden stakes about 40 cm long and a bundle of candles, i was like oh man i should have thought of getting some candles, moving
on to the next little shop i asked the girl at the counter what town were we in?
she said the town was Tin???? but we call Tin Tin. we went back outside and there were three dark grey twisters of smoke coming towards us, i put up
my hand and said stop. for some reason i had the force to make them change direction and move away from us.
moving back into the shop to hurry and grab what we could and keep on moving, looking around the shop for items that could be useful, i stopped at
counter and was like omg these are so cute, it was a palette of lip gloss, in that moment i knew i had let the team down by being distracted away from
our mission. all because of my silly like for girly glitter stuff
Anyway can anyone else remember being put in scenarios?
love and harmony
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