posted on Oct, 21 2012 @ 09:53 AM
reply to post by michael1983l
Hey Michael, have you ever self medicated? Say when you're feeling decent, knowing howl ong you can go before the crap hits the fan.
A few years ago i went through an angry stage. Went down the rabbit hole (thinking depression must have an end, little did i know). Was on meds for
about 18 months before i stopped.
I often went from nice and high before going down the drain a few times within a day (Ultra-rapid). I had to go off mine though, simple because i went
from over-emotional to a complete zombie that couldn't give a toss.
Best thing about meds is it does take those emotions dancing around your head and subdue them.
Saw a doctor who still wants me back on meds, which i did buy a script, but i'm pretty scared i'll supress my emotions again and just become
systemtised once more, which i do not want to do since discovering a few things.