Now, before I begin to explain this personal experience, I want to say, I still don't completely understand what happened on this day, and to fully
explain, just what happened, I have to explain a few experiences that lead up to this later experience. I'm not skitsaphrenic, nor have I ever
suffered from any type of hallucinations. I can sense spirits, hear them on occasion, (as most people), I can see their memories/thoughts, when they
want me to, but that's about it. I've never seen a ghost, to the best of my knowledge.
Going back to when it all began, I was nine years old. In my room one afternoon, after school, I remember I was standing. Just standing there, when...
The best way I can explain it, a numbness, or a tingly feeling began to creep into my body, beginning through my right foot. I remember it slowly
traveled up my leg, to my pelvis area, and slowly over took my entire body. In this feeling, I had my eyes closed, focusing on the sensation. My eyes
could see miles, into what only looked like the blackness, or the dark, but i could make out depth perception, much like looking out over the open
ocean, and seeing the point where it appears the sky, and water meet. This was much like what I could see, accept it was all black. Weird right? But
furthermore, when this was going on, may I remind you, at this point, my entire body is tingling, and my eyes are closed, looking into the distance of
this darkness. I began to notice, I was being filled with powerful emotions. Hate, power (in general), and most of all, a feeling of invincibility. I
literally felt like I was filled with some sort of power, and I literally could not die, even if I jumped off of a cliff, or let a semi hit me going
fifty miles per hour. This was the intensity of the feeling. It almost felt as if I could conjure some sort of fire ball from my hand, being a young
boy, fascinated with Dragon Ball Z, you can tell my mind set, but that's what it felt like. It felt like I couldn't die, It felt as if I had a very
powerful energy surging through my body, and above all, I felt a strong emotion of hatred.
This feeling would come over me, only for about five minutes, or so, then it would vanish, quicker than it had came over me. I'm much older now, but
can still remember these things as if it had only happened yesterday. This feeling, in the beginning, would come over me at first, every few days,
then every other week, or so, until it left me craving for the feeling to come back again. I got to where I had loved this feeling coming over me, as
a young boy, I think we are all at least a little bit excited by power, and anything concerning it. The feeling would be absent for a few months,
leaving me to wonder if it would ever come back again, until one day, when it did finally come back, and it would literally scar me for life, forever
causing me to question, and wonder about all things paranormal.
On this day, it was sunny, bright, blue sky, with just a hint of puffy white clouds. The grass, and trees where green, and it was spring time. Still
in school, just waiting for the summer to finally get there. My mom had picked up me, and my younger brother from school, and we were on our way home.
Being older than my younger brother, I normally sat up front, in the passengers seat. I normally stayed quiet, and would gaze out of the window at the
scenery. We were almost home, with only one more right turn, onto the road we lived on. The stop sign was only about a football field away, when
suddenly, (and mind you, looking back on all these trials is a bit emotional for me) the feeling from before began to tingle the bottom of my right
foot. I remember looking down, eyes wide, my heart rate rose, and I began to breathe a bit heavier. Sure enough, just like every other time, it crept
slowly up my leg, until it had engulfed my entire body, but this time, instead of keeping my eyes closed, I remembered opening them, and when I did, I
would see things, and experience something that I still don't understand to this day.
One of the first things I noticed, was that the car had stopped, as in, time had stopped. No brakes were applied, nothing like that, we went from
about thirty five, to my eyes opening, noticing the car not moving. My eyes were focused on the far right side of the windshield, when I remember
turning my head more to the right to look out of the passenger side _ My brother was supposed to be sitting behind my mother, directly behind
the drivers seat. The first thing I noticed looking out of the passenger side window was the sky. Instead of being bright, sunny, and blue. It was
dark. A mix of black, and shades of a very deep, and dark red. Smoke. It almost looked like the sky was mixed with a very thick smoke, blackening the
sky. As I lowered my sight, to the ground, I immediately noticed the ground looked scorched, and ashy. Just black, and burned. No green in sight, at
all. The trees that where there just moments before, and where a bright green, looked like the dead winter tree. Only branches, and the trunk showing,
the trees also looking as if there were burn marks, and signs of fire, cause the trees were black also. After getting a good view at the surrounding,
and immediately changing environment, (looking back at this part, replays in a strange slow motion to me), I began to turn my head to the left, very
slowly expecting to see some form of my mother, and brother in the back seat behind my mother, but that wasn't the case. As my gaze directed towards
the drivers seat, behold, there was a slender, fleshy, obnoxious creature. Dark, and red. Black eyes, If it had eyes at all, and a tongue, skinny like
a snakes, but a foot, and a half long, or so. The flesh looked like that of a burn victim. Crispy, but moist. Scales falling off, if they were only
touched. The tongue was snapping, and wiggling back, and forth, faster and longer than anything that was known to me. Making wild movements, it's
stare was on me, and its head was jerking from side to side. All the while, in a panic, and terrified state, the creature was making a
screeching/growling type of sound, very loud, and violent. Switching my gaze toward the back seat, I noticed another being, in the place of where my
little brother was sitting, identical to the one in the drivers seat. It too was screeching/growling, and making that terrible sound, staring at me
snapping its head from side to side. When I looked back to the one in the front, I was in fear to see its right hand slowly reaching for my left
thigh. Right before it made contact, just as quick as the whole experience came, (this all only lasting about five to ten seconds) like a flash, it
was all gone. My moms right hand was shaking my left leg, saying my name over, and over, in a panic. I was hyperventilating, eyes wide, trying to
catch my breath. My mom looked terrified. The car was moving again, the sky was blue, and the grass, and trees were green.
Neither my mom, nor my brother remember that day, but I could never forget. Since then, that powerful, tingly feeling hasn't come over me, nor do I
understand anymore today, then I did that day. As far as being able to know what really happened, and to explain it further, i'm stuck with an all to
graphic, and real memory of the experience, and many questions. What do you think I saw? What was this feeling that used to come over me? Why did time
stop? Why have I not experienced anything like this since? Any explanations?