Hey there Aisling ... you have received some very kind / helpful advise from people and well ... just dismiss the ignorance of those who try to send
you down the medication route without consideration of the facts at hand
I read your story and I have to admit it gave me a bit of a chill because it sounded quite familiar to me ...
Similar to you I have had dealings with spirits since my earliest memories (I saw my first full manifestation of a spirit when I was 3yrs old ... but
that's another story) ... in short the paranormal is my 'normal'
For the last 4yrs
I have been running a small, private paranormal investigation group called W.I.S.P.S (Woodwytch Investigations of Supernatural & Paranormal Source) we
do not advertise ... all of our cases come via word of mouth from previous clients that we've helped ... and we don't operate in the same way as
most other groups seem to with piles of expensive equipment ... we have some equipment (camera / emf meters / thermometer / compass / pendulums /
voice recorders etc and some other basic tools) ... but our primary tool is us ... my girls and myself are practicing witches and we use different
energies to connect and if necessary expel the spirit(s) we pick-up ... this is not as ridiculous as it might sound to some as we are all very
proficient at what we do but that said it is not something that should be done lightly or without experience ... our successful results speak for
themselves and that is why we get other clients seeking us out to help them.
Now I haven't just told you all that to promote myself ... I told you that because I wanted you to see that I am very experienced in what I do ...
and that is why your story gave me a chill because we have dealt with something very, very similar ... and as experienced as I am I have never dealt
with anything like it before or thankfully since.
I do not believe the entity is an alien ... at least not in the sense you meant ... and I do not believe in demons in the way that the bible speaks of
them ... but after the case I'm speaking about I came to the conclusion that the energy of the entity we were dealing with was primal ... beyond
If we have light then we must have dark ... we cannot have order without chaos ... it's the way of nature and so we have to accept and recognize the
'shadow' energy ... we can't just bury our heads and hope it will go away ... the 'shadow' is as much a part of existace as the fact that day
follows night ... it's just unfortunate if 'shadow' decides to come calling ... even worse if he decides to stay a while ... as seems to be the
Rather than me keep rambling on still more take a look at the threads I made about this case (read both thoroughly) then tell me if you can see the
connection ... if you can and you'd like my advise / help let me know ... but you need to read it all (even the boring bits) just to be sure.
If this is the same type of entity then you will need help but on a brighter note we were successful in getting rid of it from the two families it was
causing problems for on our second attempt ... it left us very drained ... we all experienced ill-health for some time after we expelled him ... that
was 2yrs ago now and it took us about a year to get back to full strength.
Here are the links to the threads;
Demon Identification Help Required
The Messenger - Dirken Ridge - Update Of The Demon Identification (Red Eyes) Case
When you've read that it would be interesting to hear any comparisons especially about the location of your home (not the address obviously) ... the
land it is built on / how old it is / history of the area ... there may be a leyline vortex in the locale that is allowing something through as was so
in our clients case.