It looks like you're using an Ad Blocker.
Please white-list or disable AboveTopSecret.com in your ad-blocking tool.
Some features of ATS will be disabled while you continue to use an ad-blocker.
Originally posted by MysterX
reply to post by MrUncreated
Before you do anything else...STOP taking the suicide pills man.
Those things will kill ya just as surely as a bullet to the brain.
You know that's what they want....are you gonna allow them to make you kill? Are you?!
Of course not! YOU are stronger than they want you to be, than life seems to be and all the contrived circumstances would make you imagine.
There's more to you than this...this crappy website full of arses and shills and spies...and occasional kindred spirits.
LIve it...don't kill it.
Originally posted by Propogandor
Lift weights eat meat, repeat.
So life is spiritual evolution... what, exactly, is going through all this, going to evolve me into? A bitter, cynical, jealous psychopath who hates the world, and seeks only the relief of death? I spit on my life and the state of this world.
Please answer me!
How long will you forget me, LORD? Will you forget me forever? How long will you refuse to accept me? How long must I wonder if you have forgotten me? How long must I feel this sadness in my heart? How long will my enemy win against me? LORD my God, look at me and give me an answer. Make me feel strong again, or I will die.
Martin Luther once said the Psalms are the complete anatomy of the human soul; every emotion we feel finds voice some place in this book. Have you ever been where David was when he wrote this? There is no disbelief in God here, just a profound sense that God is somehow gone. A document like this gives us permission to cry out to God in our cosmic loneliness. God will answer.
Lord, I admit my sense of your presence comes and goes. Help me to love you and trust you when I have no perception that you are, in fact, right here. Amen.
So life is spiritual evolution... what, exactly, is going through all this, going to evolve me into? A bitter, cynical, jealous psychopath who hates the world, and seeks only the relief of death? I spit on my life and the state of this world