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So life is spiritual evolution... what, exactly, is going through all this, going to evolve me into? A bitter, cynical, jealous psychopath who hates the world, and seeks only the relief of death? I spit on my life and the state of this world.
Meditation... well, if that requires a healthy spine, forget it. I herniated a disc almost a year ago after losing over 100 pounds.
Originally posted by AliceBlackman
reply to post by MrUncreated
the exercises you are doing sound all wrong for your back .... yikes !!!!!! please find a second opinion ....
Originally posted by lightmere
Very sorry to hear your feeling that way.
My suggestion is you tell this to your doc and they can help with your medication!
People here are not qualified to answer your questions about this here.
Originally posted by MrUncreated
... I started taking my carbamazepine, which is supposed to help with my psychosis. Instead, I am now more depressed than I ever have been, and I have very long and vivid dreams which make me remember stuff that I have long since buried deep within my brain. This has led me to feeling ... ...I am in hell.