reply to post by sled735
You've accumulated quite the thread, lol. This may take some time to read through.
I'll go ahead and post my next experience. This one is a tad bit more intense than the first one, mostly because I was fifteen instead of three; and
the being that appeared, did so while mid-conversation with my Stepfather.
Like I said, I was Fifteen at the time. I was not living with my Mother, because my Stepfather was an angry/violent person--so I left home at fourteen
and moved in with a friend.
I have ALWAYS been interested in the occult and ritualistic magic since I was a child. So, when I moved out of my Mother's house at fourteen, and did
not live under her oppressive-Jesus-regime, I went crazy reading books about Wicca and paranormal/psychic phenomenon. My interests in the occult
worried her, naturally, so she had invited me over to her house to watch those old "Left Behind" movies to "scare me straight."
Funny, how fear is the prime motivating factor of the Christian religion (but, God is loving :@@
My Mother, Stepfather, and I are all watching the first installment of the series together in their bedroom. It's the typical
Christian-rapture-end-times scare fest. After the movie, my Stepfather (David), sits in a chair in front of me to give me a pep talk about the path
that I had chosen.
This is the uber interesting part.
While he is talking to me I feel a shift in the room like the atmosphere itself has become more "energetic," for lack of a better word. While that
energetic sensation is building, I'm looking at David as he speaks to me and I see this "shift" happen in my vision as the entity begins to manifest
in the physical plane.
The being seemed to be sitting right on top of my Stepfather, like it's presence in the physical was overlapping David's physical being. The entity
itself was very dark. Even it's appearance was dark. It had NO color, it was simply black, and I was looking directly at it's face and the being and I
had this unspoken conversation.
Basically, it knew that I could see it because it gave me this "come at me bro" type grin trying to coax me into attacking it. Which, I refused of
course. The whole time I remember that I wasn't frightened of it at all, I just felt serene because I knew (somehow) that it couldn't do anything to
me and was only trying to toy with me.
I just wish I could describe it's face. It wasn't reptilian, or grey, or insect-like, or human. I got the impression that it was just very "beastish."
But very intelligent.
And I know that the being had to have been strong to be able to manifest so intensely in the physical the way that it did. Whatever it was, though, I
knew that it was attached to my Stepfather. I knew that it was basically just trying to feed off of the negativity that it could evoke through him.
It was about five years later when I was about twenty years old that my Mother and Stepfather were going to counselors because David was a nutjob and
needed it (like, really bad). They were desperate, and found a psychologist who specialized in hypnosis.
My Mom told me about Dave's sessions with this particular Doctor. Apparently through the course of his treatments and hypnosis work, the Doctor
found--what he called--David's "shadow" personality. And he basically told my Mom that this "shadow" personality was extremely hateful, and was bent
on sabotaging David and destroying his life.
It pretty much confirmed my experience with the being I saw. When my Mother told me about the discovery of the "shadow" personality, I knew EXACTLY
who it actually was.
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