Originally posted by Wrabbit2000
reply to post by silo13
Wow..... Her own words are downright chilling and remind me of one thing above all others. She reminds me of a dog or a lion that has tasted human
blood. Once that happens, killing it really isn't optional anymore. It's removed the taboo of attacking people and it will attack again. Same with
her.....she got off on this, by her diary entry and can be expected to do it again. Sick.
I hope this girl dies of old age, never seeing freedom or open air again. There is a 9yr old soul that never got that chance at all.
When i was 15, i did some fkd up sht. . I robbed of people double my age, stole from my family & friends, beaten kids up, i was racist to the bone,
stole cars, bikes, motor bikes - robbed shops, sold drugs - the LOT.
Did i get locked up? nope, thank god - because if i did, i would of been in prison for a logn time, and no doubt not become the person i am today. My
friends have been institutionalized and they actually enjoy prison - they have a very distort look on reality.
What i did go through was a massive reality check when i started to see more of my black family (been mixed race i grown up on white side)As well as
many other life changing things, i started to mix with other people and taken my self away from that environment - which you become a product of very
easy.
When i got kicked out of school i started to educate my self - my school never did that. I moved my self away from people who thought life was about
self gain through drugs, stealing and anything else that isnt provided legally by society. I learnt that i can not be racist, its a tool of
manipulation created by the people who use it to divide us, and all my life up till the point that i realized this, i was actually a slave, a product
of their environment which they make you think you cant escape - but you can. You just need the right environment, and prison isnt one of them.
Im not proud of what iv done, at all - but the life experiences iv had, as bad as they are - im using them to guide other people, show them what i was
and what iv become.
Anyway im ranting. . i just wanted to make it clear that given the chance in life, around the right people who push you to do good things, will create
a positive person. Everybody is a product of their own environment - people want to change theirs allot of the time, but they cant - given the chance,
they will. Like me.
/end rant
