posted on Feb, 15 2012 @ 12:57 AM
Originally posted by FoxMulder007
... In regards of thinking you were being electronically meddled with, I did consider my experience was just some government experiment. Like
some scientist figured out how to tap into our sight and sense and they need test cases. I don't believe that happened to me, but it did cross my mind
at one point. I totally understand about not wanting to tell your story. Every time I told my story, I never got a response I was seeking, although
what response was I wanting? My life was worse before my experience. I actually was excited to be living through my 'abductions'. Sure I lost the
respect of all my friends and my family. But I looked at it like its a price I had to pay. I always wished I knew if there was something else out
there. And I found out.
Originally posted by BlackSatinDancer
I thought i was being contacted by a visitor that was in my house one night at age five.
i also considered that i was being electronically meddled with by someone deep in the government who has been telling me all sorts of crap all along
from within the shadows. never face to face communication.
in different threads i had been reporting things that have been happening to me... very paranormal experiences.
it almost came to a complete halt. i don't know whether to be relieved or terrified. i don't know if something terrible has happened to someone I know
and felt i was communicating with or if a nutcase is just taking a break.... or trying to break me rather. crush my compiled emotions. the things that
happened right before the halt... so messed up. i am so bent about this i can't even begin to talk about what i feel because i don't know. it's not
going to come anywhere near to sending me over the edge though because most of what i feel is anger. just old, stale, diluted anger. I am so pissed
off this is all happening and REALLY pissed off that i couldn't have just been told things long ago. this is bull#. i feel no love in this area. i'm
glad things in other areas are going better. It just seems to sleep as of right now but the processes that i am experiencing right now are taking me
back to a very familiar feeling and it isn't good at all.
I would try to explain but i'm afraid I'm not making myself clear.
i have told a lot of my (overall) story in other threads scattered around... I really need to get this stuff together on my site so that when this
comes up, I can just refer to a link if people have any questions of everything that has happened up till this point.
i am just very weary right now because there has been some changes going on and I do believe some want me jumping to all sorts of conclusions, so I am
just trying to give it it's due process if you know what i mean.
I am just pretty confused about certain things that have recently transpired. I felt the need to say something but my feelings on it might only
about the electronic meddling... there are certain things about the communication that reak which i cannot deny and therefore cannot ignore.
IF....Big IF.... i am communicating with benevolence, there is also some thing malevolent there and it is very much connected to the type of beings
who use the internet.
I'd try to explain but that's my whole goal and I don't expect to accomplish that in just one post...
meanwhile, after the puppetizing stopped (I just don't know what the hell else to call it), i am still getting very strong notions about things while
watching some rather eye opening stuff unfold. It involves some family members.
you see, i have come to a different state... and it appears that some of my family are not so unlike me in having experiences... and I think it could
be related. I haven't talked much to them about this before but at the present station of things it seems important and some really strange things are
unfolding in the world and in life in general. I probably won't be telling their stories on here unless it comes across that they wish to get it out
in the open... but who knows. i have a lot of plans about trying to put a lot of stuff together and maybe they would be interested in letting me add
edit on 15-2-2012 by BlackSatinDancer because: (no reason given)