I'm not normally one to comment very deeply about this issue in forums, but I will for this one, for whatever reason. I'm a "lifer", so to speak,
with peak experiences lasting from 2005-2010. My experiences are with the "tall blondes", and men in black suits, perfectly combed-over blonde
hair, and dark sunglasses, who come in 3s, and a very rare experience with the short greys, who I think look more greyish brown than anything.
Anyway, everything has died down, but I don't feel like it's done. Yet, I also felt like I did something wrong, which is funny, because the whole
thing really freaks me out, I guess it's sort of like Stockholm Syndrome, no?
Last year had a couple of incidents, this year, none that I am aware
I always knew when they were coming, as I would hear a series of knocks on my bedroom walls and ceiling, almost like it moved in a circle of 3 knocks
at a time, moving all over, like it came from the walls and the air at the same time. I never understood how it correlated or what it meant, but I
was like a Pavlovian dog. I hear the knocks, and I just know. Also, 3s are big with them. The number they come in, triangles, it's all related,
almost like a religious number. Now, I'm not of the "anal probe, steal my babies" variety, mine were a bit different, more psychological, more of
a paranormal fallout type of experiencer. With it, I had the apocalyptic dreams, visions, and visitations that showed me things, then visitations
where I was able to do all sorts of things that I cannot actually do, such as speak telepathically, etc. However, these last things were more like
dreams or out-of-body experiences. I cannot explain it better than that, but it still felt real as hell.
That said, in the past year, and especially the past couple of months, I have been having very lucid dreams. Lucid dreams, like your heart issues,
are a link, for whatever reason, especially when they are disaster dreams. A couple of months ago, I dreamt I was living in Philadelphia (I live out
west and have never been there before) in a loft and around midnight, fighter jets, in sets of 5, began screaming fast across the city. When I tried
using my cell to call my husband, a man's voice came on as a recording, saying by order of the us military, and for the protection of us citizens,
cell service has been shut down, due to impending terrorist attacks. Yet, in the dream, I am shown a large grenade-like device with a silver collar
and cap, wrapped in white muslin or cotton, that was somehow the proof we were doing it to ourselves. Just the other night, I had a dream that
multiple 6.5 earthquakes rocked my house and the ground started tearing open, the shaking lasted so long, which is strange, because of the quake in s.
america that happened the next day. The dreams have started to revert back to the "don't trust your government, the world is ending" dreams, which
freak me out. I will say that one dream I keep having, which is recurring and weird, is seeing these lit-up triangles, beautifully gemstone-colored
light crafts, cartwheeling tip over tip in front of the mountain range near me. They are silent and beautiful, sometimes just one by itself,
sometimes in 3s. But beyond that, no actual physical contact that I'm aware of, just left with the weird feeling like I need to be vigilant in
finding out the truth about something, connecting with others, that kind of thing, that tends to ebb and flow.