Any fellow Alien abductees have anything new to report?, page 6

reply to post by spocksbuttbaby

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I don't rember any room that was dark... everything was mostly white, and any lights on a pannel where purple.

reply to post by mellisamouse

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so you have been in a white room ? what shape ? any doorways. was it a room with a table ?. Did you feel you were at the time underground ? or above ground ? how was the air ? the lights where are they ?

I dont think so dude, sorry white rooms might be something your goverment has.

reply to post by mellisamouse

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yeah i cant remember ever being anywhere dark, everyplace seems to have a natural white light effect.
oh and yeah what Hommer siad

Originally posted by HomerinNC
reply to post by spocksbuttbaby

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nice comments from someone that posted the first day he registered...
DONT FEED THE TROLLS

Whateva

reply to post by spocksbuttbaby

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I am a dudETTE, by the way..... and what makes you the expert know all???? lmao!

there was no table, not light source, just bright white,,, like the walls were all light... as if they were made of a meterial that the bulbs were behind the wall, and the wall was illuminating the room.... kind of nice design now that I think about it.... like one of those sun lamps that is square with a flat surface, but on a grand scale..... nice and sleek.... no lines, no incinsistancies.... I would kinda like a wall like that.

reply to post by mellisamouse

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Your right sorry tryed to pm u but i cant yet ats internet police said NO

why i think i'm an expert lol is because after many a year of being a good little lab rat i puckup a trick or two. I was a good witull wabbit and could walk around on a short leash. Thay thought thay were on to a winner with me. Ulit i was about 17 and i started to get the strong impression that i was being feed a line of bs not unlike some of these talltales on ats.
So i spent aprox 10 years after that trying to go mortal kombat on them any good opportunity i got or try to do something completely crazy to mess them up lol i sometimes think i probably traumatized some fellow abductees more i remember one man crying like a babby it almost looked like he was trying to suck his thumb wearing y fronts and a rainbow t shirt da man was 30+ years old lol .........seeing me trying to kill his handaler .. dont know if i killed her / it but it wasnt getting up anytime soon.
It got to the stage thay couldnt deal with me i am pritty good at messing them up . thay tryed everthing you could think of even just makeing house calls, even tryed people with confidential means with them needle in hand type of thing.

until they got the message im not a labrat thay can feed bs to. I adapted to them, anyone can learn. You can stop this crap. its wrong , dont go along with this stuff anyone.

reply to post by spocksbuttbaby

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Kind of what my roommate did when they finally stopped bugging me.... threw one down the stairs, it leaked out all of the oil/gas stuff, and that was the last time...

I am no longer from one to three months pregnant anymore either...

Was not having sex, but mysteriously kept getting pregnant for three months at a time, over and over... or false pregnancy....

I have pictures where I looked pregnant, then not, then did, then not....

The first 3-4 times, being only 3 months it didn't show and was pretty much hidden, but after soooo many times it started showing becuase your body can't handle the hcg hormones for that many years in a row with regular eating etc....

That was my biggest beef I think, lol... now my stomache has been nice and flat for four years, even though I eat how I want again.

I KNOW this sounds like the biggest load of BS, but it is what I experienced, and latley I have held back less and less....

Even 4 years ago I would barley admit a thing.

Now after going into full denial, and the anger and mourning proccess, and disbelief and trying to explain everything and write it off for years, as a million other things, I came to accept it and just be open finaly.

I think the other people would be scared that if you hurt the captors, they may be starnded on the ship?

I still have no idea how they managed to clean up all of that oily mess at the bottom of the stairs so thoroughly though.... there was no smell and no mess, only hours later..

reply to post by HomerinNC

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cause I answered the guy??

If you look through allll the years of me posting, it took me years and years, to timidly add a bit here and a bit there, and barley say anything on and off for years because even to ME it sounded rediculously far fetched, but like I said, after trying to deny it, blame it on other things, pretend it wasn't real, etc, I even started threads blaming it on sleep paralaysis etc..... But I just finally had to accept it.

I have spent more time and energy preteneding it wasn't real that you could ever imagine...

But I found out denying the truth kills you slowly inside, just like someone having an affair, or lying long term in some other way.....

Lying or denying truth is just too unhealthy.

I couldn't imagine the torture of a poor homosexual person hiding it for years and years, and finally comming out of the closet.

At first it is hard I imagine, all the persecution etc.... then you learn to let go of those who can't accept you... then you learn to accept yourself again, then you find others who accept you....

THEN, you begin to heal and start functioning again.

I think the lying and hiding it was worse that the actual experience it self.

Telling the truth is freeing.... not so much in real life, because most people I told in real life will never talk to me again now, but getting stuff out at least, confims that saying that "the truth will set you free".

reply to post by Apollo7

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I don't have no ideal , But as always you could try asking them to stop , that what stopped it for me or stopped me from remembering any more of it one .
John

reply to post by HomerinNC

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Mine wasn't but I think I've been having then since a very young child so they seem more like just part of the family if that makes sense . I have no memories of them hurting me , only memories of them taking to a beautiful green field with many many other people all covered with white sheets & telling me ( we was here to change something for the better )

Another time I was in the brightly lite metallic room on the metal table with several of them around my upper body from right to left waist to waist & a most unusual one off away from me to the left maybe several feet away it was short no arms or legs just tenicals like a squid flipping around in the air , head sit on top of it's body . I remember nothing but laying there & seeing them all around me I have no ideal what they did or didn't do . No ideal what was in the room just focusing on them I do know I saw no humans .
John

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