posted on Feb, 2 2014 @ 08:15 PM
Well, I have finally been through this thread and I really appreciate your honest and layman's way of explaining your experiences.
I like your wording and your not being a demi-god, in contact with celestial entities point of view. I love your explanation of "projecting"
it seems far more fitting than separating our consciousness', as such.
I struggle with visualization and "seeing" the Astral - for having never been there, I don't know what I should be "seeing".
I lay down and get the buzzing/tinnitus/vibrations and flashes of light etc. My mind wanders and I just let it do it's thing. Before long, I feel my
body expanding and feel Über aware. The moment I start to feel it's time to get out, I can't. As soon as I try and move I actually move my physical
body and break all of it and have to start again.
I've only had one experience where I "moved" but I wasn't in control, I simply ended up in different places around my room in various body
positions. I couldn't see with my eyes, everything was very very dark but I was aware of where I was standing, sitting, kneeling or rolled up in a
ball stuffed into the corner of my room upside-down. Each and every-time I tried opening my eyes throughout this specific experience I could see my
stripy pillow, from the perspective of my physical body - though my "Astral" was standing in the corner, kneeling on my bed, rolled in the corner
I guess more practice is on the menu.
Thanks again for sharing.