IF we feel we've failed a test, we can turn it around by reflecting on it, and shining light, taking it into meditation, creating affiramtions for peace and love and understanding between you and another or a heart chakra meditation, and then when a feeling of peace has emerged finding a way to make up for this with the other.
Other types of tests from ETs happen as well.
We had one during a siting that invovled testing to see how much compassion I felt towards someone,
and wont go into this but it was immediately after my son called me out to witness the craft and it went over our roof soundlessly. Then contact,
connection to this man and woman, who are more cool and scientific but still spiritually oriented as later contact brought out, more spock like on the
surface and analytical, with feelings underneath, their emotions more private. And this worry I had about another and whether or not they were
feeling suicidal seemed to build strongly and distorted in me and I was aware of feeling manipulated. I spoke out and tried to get my son not to go
out again and he said, they're back. And it flew soundlessly over again and he pointed to an orb. I think tests are done quite a bit on us.
edit to add: Also, when this occurs, contact of any kind, nighttime, dreamtime, meditational kind, greetings with sitings of crafts, its varied. For example, ones where you wake up with wounds and perhaps even know they've come for you, and we've ahd mixed experiences, are physical. ie. they took you in the night and you may have memories. Other times they may be in house monitoring you, stealthed or show themselves to you. ie. flash down a viser and half unstealth while communicating and your checkups can be in house or on a craft. Or, occur while meditating and you think your in your bed, but it doesnt feel like youre in your bed, you have this awareness of a craft overhead, you're cold as ice and feel like youre on a hard surface and the whole reality you're experiencing is aboard the craft, ie. you are there with all of your senses.
When I had the experience of the dark haired contact telling me I would be in a meeting that night, and then testing me. I wasnt meditating, but was in my room. When it was over I was on my bed. Though the test was like a program he initiated, all of my consciousness was there aboard the craft (oobe? mental projection type astral oobe, akin to a combo of that and remote viewing, do not know.) Then next I am standing on this platform, multi stories high, open viewing screen looking at the sun, which is very large but there doesnt appear to be a side to this craft from the balacony as if its open, perhaps just some force field there. And I am being greeted and welcomed back, called Ka'la' and wearing this blue outfit. That was, too great a paradigm shift for me and I missed most of this incredible experience that he had said he wanted to show me. My overall impression that persists despite my sudden littany of "Cancel cancle ego, cancel cancel ego" and feeling of shrinking, it was very alarming at that point, too much. But this station was huge, multi platformed, and a mixutre of races, possibly species, but I saw primarily blonds and dark haired humans, tall women. I knew it was a galactic mix of Andromeda and the Milky way a joint project, everyone was emersed in their activities and felt clear and involved and helping, their work was important feeling.
And then I was in a room, with him and a blond woman, possibly De'ir'dre'a', like a meeting room, conference room, computer lab all rolled up into one, and a lounge, with plants, very spacious and huge. There were others in the room and he said to me, he almost wished he hadn't shown me. She said, nonsense it was time I knew/realized. And that was it, I awoke on my bed. Then we saw a craft.
[edit on 13-7-2010 by Unity_99]
